Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
“Ask the boss if you can have more holidays. Tell them your wife insists,” she said.
Peter rolled his eyes. “I’ll send a telegram to General Secretary Stalin. I’m sure he’ll understand.”
He was accepted as a shock worker and part of their reward was an apartment with three bedrooms on the second floor of the same block. It felt like a palace: the boys slept in one room, the girls in another, and Peter and Maria in the third, so they had a little more privacy. They received coupons for new winter coats and valenkie, the cozy felt boots that were worn under galoshes on snowy days, as well as trousers, skirts, and shirts. Peter worked longer shifts, though; it used to be four days on, one day off, but now it was six days on before the day off. Maria felt his absence keenly, but he reacted with his usual equanimity.
“I’m happy as I am,” he said, and she knew it was true. His family was the center of his world and he would have done anything for her or any of their children.
In early 1931, Maria was careless over the dates on which they made love, half thinking she was too old to get pregnant at the age of thirty-one and half wanting another baby. Within a few weeks she knew she was expecting again, a baby who would be her sixth child, the fifth living one. Yelena was a round little dumpling, the biggest of her babies, with chubby cheeks and bracelets of fat at her wrists. There was no question that she was healthy. She greeted each morning with a cheery smile and beamed at strangers in the street. “What a lovely baby,” they said, and Maria glowed with pride.
Peter doted on the little one, whispering to her, bringing out the wooden toys he had made for the others, writing another letter to his mother and sister with no return address, but in private he said to Maria, “I think five is enough, sweetheart. Don’t you?” and she had to agree.
As she fed Yelena, it came to her in a flash of insight that she had subconsciously re-created the family she had lost: that had consisted of four girls and one boy, whereas she had three and two. Perhaps the idea had been buried in the back of her mind all along.
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One evening, while Maria was bathing the baby, there was a sharp knock on the door. She wrapped Yelena in a towel and went to open it. One of the local Party bosses and his sidekick—an unpleasant pair if ever there was one—were standing in the hallway.
“Citizen Dubova,” the boss said, glancing coldly at the wriggling baby, “we have heard a report that you keep a card index of citizens’ private details and we wish to examine it.”
“Why?” She was puzzled. “Have you lost a family member?”