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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

On his eighth birthday, Stepan had joined the Young Octobrists and had been given their five-pointed-star badge with a picture of Lenin on it. He always came home from meetings greatly excited by all he was learning.

“Mama, did you know that the last Tsar was an evil man, like an ogre?”

“Really?” Maria asked, with a straight face. “Why do you say that?”

“Because he and his family bought jewels and expensive cars while the poor people starved,” Stepan recited. “They lit cigars with thousand-ruble notes, and if the poor people protested, they shot them.”

Maria caught Peter’s eye across the table. She wanted to defend her family, to explain that they had been good people simply fulfilling the roles into which they had been born, but a slight shake of Peter’s head stopped her.

“I agree that things are much better for working people now,” she said. “Society is fairer.”

“We must all be prepared if the International Revolution is to succeed,” Stepan said, his brow furrowed in concern. “We are proler . . . prolerat . . .” He stumbled over the word. “Aren’t we, Papa?”

“Proletariat? Yes, we are, son.” Peter nodded.

Maria watched as Stepan played games of “Reds and Whites” with the other boys in the courtyard, reenacting scenes from the civil war, and worried about him growing up with Communism as his ideal. She would have loved to teach her children about religion, but Peter dissuaded her. Although there had been some relaxation of the ban on the Orthodox Church, religion was still seen as backward thinking, and it was better that their kids did not stand out from their contemporaries.

Since working out who must have fathered Stepan, Maria kept a close eye on her eldest, fearful that he might start to show negative character traits, but instead his personality grew increasingly like Peter’s: easygoing, calm, and rational. The two often went fishing together on Sunday afternoons, coming home with perch or roach for dinner, and laughing over shared fishing anecdotes: the big one that had nearly pulled Stepan into the river, and the immense trouble Peter took reeling in what turned out to be the wheel of a discarded bicycle.

Stepan’s schoolteacher stopped her one day, full of praise. “He is the peacemaker in the class,” she said. “If two boys are fighting, he will stand in the middle and urge them to shake hands. And when a girl in his class was bullied by some other children, he somehow made them stop. I asked him what he had said, and he told me, all seriousness: ‘There are right things to do in the world and wrong things to do in the world, and we must always choose the right ones.’”