Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
On his eighth birthday, Stepan had joined the Young Octobrists and had been given their five-pointed-star badge with a picture of Lenin on it. He always came home from meetings greatly excited by all he was learning.
“Mama, did you know that the last Tsar was an evil man, like an ogre?”
“Really?” Maria asked, with a straight face. “Why do you say that?”
“Because he and his family bought jewels and expensive cars while the poor people starved,” Stepan recited. “They lit cigars with thousand-ruble notes, and if the poor people protested, they shot them.”
Maria caught Peter’s eye across the table. She wanted to defend her family, to explain that they had been good people simply fulfilling the roles into which they had been born, but a slight shake of Peter’s head stopped her.
“I agree that things are much better for working people now,” she said. “Society is fairer.”
“We must all be prepared if the International Revolution is to succeed,” Stepan said, his brow furrowed in concern. “We are proler . . . prolerat . . .” He stumbled over the word. “Aren’t we, Papa?”
“Proletariat? Yes, we are, son.” Peter nodded.
Maria watched as Stepan played games of “Reds and Whites” with the other boys in the courtyard, reenacting scenes from the civil war, and worried about him growing up with Communism as his ideal. She would have loved to teach her children about religion, but Peter dissuaded her. Although there had been some relaxation of the ban on the Orthodox Church, religion was still seen as backward thinking, and it was better that their kids did not stand out from their contemporaries.
Since working out who must have fathered Stepan, Maria kept a close eye on her eldest, fearful that he might start to show negative character traits, but instead his personality grew increasingly like Peter’s: easygoing, calm, and rational. The two often went fishing together on Sunday afternoons, coming home with perch or roach for dinner, and laughing over shared fishing anecdotes: the big one that had nearly pulled Stepan into the river, and the immense trouble Peter took reeling in what turned out to be the wheel of a discarded bicycle.
Stepan’s schoolteacher stopped her one day, full of praise. “He is the peacemaker in the class,” she said. “If two boys are fighting, he will stand in the middle and urge them to shake hands. And when a girl in his class was bullied by some other children, he somehow made them stop. I asked him what he had said, and he told me, all seriousness: ‘There are right things to do in the world and wrong things to do in the world, and we must always choose the right ones.’”