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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

She turned to look for them and felt something hit her leg, as if a sharp stone had been hurled at it. She collapsed, and now she was lying on the concrete floor and the air was thick with caustic smoke, making her eyes stream. She crawled toward a corner where she could hear screaming, feeling wet stickiness beneath her. “Olga!” she screamed. “Mama!”

She felt the edge of a skirt and groped until she could find the body. A tiny waist. Soft hair. “Anastasia?” she whispered, and two arms were flung around her neck. Anastasia was panting with fear and Maria clung to her.

The firing stopped as suddenly as it had started and she heard the men talking in low voices, then they stepped outside the room. Perhaps they had decided to let the women live. Surely they must.

“Are you hurt?” Maria whispered, but Anastasia couldn’t speak. As the smoke began to clear a little, Maria realized her sister’s eyes were wide with shock. She followed the direction of her gaze and saw their mother on the floor in front of them with part of her skull missing. She retched. There were brains everywhere, white and glistening. Her mother’s brains.

She could hear moaning. Women’s voices. The others were alive. They had to get out of there. She should crawl toward Olga, ask her what to do, but she couldn’t leave Anastasia.

The respite didn’t last long. Yurovsky came back into the room alongside a big man with wild dark hair. A long knife glinted in his hand. Maria tried to twist out of the way as he raised it and brought it down toward her, but she felt it slash her middle and she screamed with all her might. Then Yurovsky raised his gun and pointed it at her head, and she looked up into his cold killer’s eyes just before she lost consciousness.

Chapter 7

THERE WAS COOL NIGHT AIR ON HER FACE. MOVEMENT. Pain. Maria realized she was being carried, slung over someone’s shoulder. They were walking. Then they stopped. Other hands were on her. She was lifted and thrown, landing on a surface that was uneven. She was only part-conscious but knew she must keep her eyes shut, stay still.

Someone lifted her wrist, pressed fingers to her pulse. She held her breath. Now they would find out she was alive.

“This one’s gone,” said a voice that sounded like Yurovsky. The voice of her murderer.

Maybe he was right; perhaps she was dead. But she didn’t think so.

There was a thump as something landed beside her and she knew it was another body. She desperately wanted to open her eyes, to reach out, see who it was, but she was frozen in terror. How could they not hear her heart thudding?