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Chapters (91)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
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  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
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  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
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  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
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  41. Chapter 33
  42. Chapter 34
  43. Chapter 35
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  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
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  54. Chapter 44
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  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. Chapter 50
  62. Chapter 51
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  64. Chapter 52
  65. Chapter 53
  66. Chapter 54
  67. Chapter 55
  68. Chapter 56
  69. Chapter 57
  70. Chapter 58
  71. Chapter 59
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  73. Chapter 60
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  75. Chapter 61
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  77. Chapter 62
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  79. Chapter 63
  80. Chapter 64
  81. Chapter 65
  82. Chapter 66
  83. Chapter 67
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  85. Chapter 68
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  87. Notes
  88. —
  89. ABOUT THE AUTHORS
  90. Photos
  91. Coming Soon

Lennon takes the album. Mark offers the Bic pen that he’d used earlier this morning to inscribe The Catcher in the Rye.

This is it.

Lennon attempts to sign the album, but the pen won’t write.

This is the moment.

Lennon makes a few circles, and finally the ink begins to flow.

History and time, coming together.

Lennon writes “John Lennon, 1980.” Mark watches, smiling. Goresh snaps a photo and captures the moment.

Synchronicity.

Mark slips a hand inside his pocket. His gaze flicks to Yoko, and he’s reminded of a dream he’s had several times, the one where he knocks on the apartment door, and when it opens Yoko smiles at him. She is friendly, happy to see him.

In that moment, he feels loved.

“Is that all?” Lennon asks. “Do you want anything else?”

Mark shakes his head.

John and Yoko climb into the back seat of the car and drive off into the night.

Chapter 61

Chapter 61

I’ve looked at life from both sides now…

—“Both Sides Now”

At 4:30 p.m., Jack Douglas is waiting for John and Yoko inside the Hit Factory.

David Geffen arrives with good news. “Double Fantasy has just gone gold!” he tells John and Yoko after they show up.

The announcement triggers a round of applause and hugs. For the two weeks since the release, John had been sleepless, worrying about sales for the new album. But achieving gold-album status—five hundred thousand copies sold—returns him to the top of the pop music mountain.

Over and over, they listen to Yoko’s master vocal and John’s guitar licks and keyboards for “Walking on Thin Ice.”

“John, are you all right?” Yoko says, wondering why he’s playing the song so many times.

He doesn’t answer the question. Instead, he tells his wife, “I think you just cut your first number one!”

John, Yoko, and Douglas make plans to finish mixing the song the next day so that they can release Yoko’s new single by Christmas.

At 10:30, John wraps the session.

“Should we stop at Wolf’s for a hamburger?” he asks a sound engineer. “If I ate it, it would go right to my knee,” he adds, deploying one of his Britishisms to let everyone know how hungry he is.

He’ll get dinner with Yoko later.

First, John has a promise to keep. “I want to go home and kiss Sean good night.”

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December 8, 1980

The security guard’s name is Jose Perdomo. Unlike the other Dakota watchmen, Jose, a Cuban refugee who speaks broken English, is friendly and talkative.

They’re discussing Fidel Castro, the disastrous Bay of Pigs invasion, and the assassination of John F. Kennedy.

“What would compel Lee Harvey Oswald to shoot the president?” Mark asks.

“I don’t know.”

The temperature has dipped. Mark tightens the scarf around his neck and shuffles his feet in an attempt to stay warm.

“Do you think Castro had a role in it?”