Chapters (89)
- Dedication
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ONE
- HENRY
- TWO
- EMMA
- THREE
- HENRY
- FOUR
- EMMA
- FIVE
- EMMA
- SIX
- SEVEN
- HENRY
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- HENRY
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- EMMA
- THIRTEEN
- HENRY
- FOURTEEN
- HENRY
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- EMMA
- SEVENTEEN
- HENRY
- EIGHTEEN
- HENRY
- NINETEEN
- HENRY
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- EMMA
- TWENTY-TWO
- EMMA
- TWENTY-THREE
- HENRY
- TWENTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- TWENTY-FIVE
- EMMA
- TWENTY-SIX
- EMMA
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- HENRY
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- EMMA
- TWENTY-NINE
- HENRY
- THIRTY
- HENRY
- THIRTY-ONE
- HENRY
- THIRTY-TWO
- EMMA
- THIRTY-THREE
- HENRY
- THIRTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- THIRTY-FIVE
- EMMA
- THIRTY-SIX
- HENRY
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- EMMA
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HENRY
- THIRTY-NINE
- HENRY
- FORTY
- EMMA
- FORTY-ONE
- HENRY
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- EMMA
- FORTY-FOUR
- EMMA
- FORTY-FIVE
- HENRY
- EPILOGUE
- ALSO BY CHELSEA CURTO
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“Want to hear the playlist I put together for our journey? There’s enough Blink-182, Simple Plan, The Ataris, and Third Eye Blind to satisfy your cravings.”
A small giggle tumbles from her lips and the wave of pride I feel almost makes me explode. I made her laugh. Okay, sure, it was barely a puff of air, and she probably only did it because she needed to breathe, but it’s better than nothing.
I’ll take it.
Small victories.
Little wins.
Another mile closer to our destination, her by my side.
“Before you serenade me with some of the greatest hits from the early 2000s which made up the majority of Now That’s What I Call Music! discographies from volume 1 to 10, there’s something important I need to tell you.”
Fear slithers down my back, replacing my fleeting euphoria with panic and foreboding.
“Okay…” I brace myself, preparing for the worst and dreading what she might share.
“I’m a terrible copilot. I can’t stay awake in cars and constantly fall asleep. You’re going to be on your own.”
I exhale, relieved at the admission. “Thank God. You can’t scare me like that!”
“You should have seen your face!”
“Because it was cruel! I thought you were about to open the door and roll onto the highway, road rash be damned! I thought you were about to tell me you’re secretly married.”
Emma lets out a full belly laugh and, holy hell, I love that sound. I don’t think I’d ever get sick of hearing her infectious happiness.
Cheerful, bright, and radiant, it fills up the enclosed space like a blanket on a chilly winter night, wrapping around me. Reassuring me. She’s not physically touching me, but I feel the lightness from my head to my toes. I want to lean into it. Bottle it up. Keep it for-fucking-ever.
“Do you forgive me?” Emma asks. She’s biting her lip, trying to stop a smile.
“Yeah,” I say automatically. “I do. Prop your feet up, Zebra Cakes. Get comfortable. I’ll let you know when we’re close.”
* * *
“Hey, Emma. We’re almost there.” I nudge her shoulder as her eyes blink open, a sleepy fog hanging over her. I turn down the music, Jumper playing through the car speakers.
“Already?” Her voice cracks and I hand her the bottle of water I grabbed from the back seat. She smiles at me gratefully, bright enough to light up a night sky.
“Yeah, we beat rush hour traffic.”
She takes a sip of the7 drink and almost spits it out when she looks out the window. “Holy cow, these houses are beautiful.”