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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘How was the break?’ Maria says, poking her head around the door.

‘Good,’ Cathy says.

‘You look tired. You all do.’

‘We’re fine,’ Cathy says.

‘You eating enough?’

‘Mum,’ Cathy says, a warning signal in her voice. She’s thirty-five. She doesn’t need to be parented. And, if she does, it isn’t this – this anxiety her mother demonstrates. If Maria wants to parent her, then they could at the very least discuss the elephant in the room.

‘I’m just asking,’ Maria says.

‘Are you consulting?’ Cathy says. ‘Today?’

‘No. But Frannie told me there’s a Rottweiler with epistaxis?’

‘Yeah – he’s in the back,’ Cathy says, wondering if, when she’s sixty-five, she won’t be able to resist coming in. God, she hopes not. ‘Joe’s going to CT him.’

‘Really? Already?’

‘It’s not just a bit of sneezing,’ Cathy says, sighing with frustration at having to explain their reasoning, at having to reiterate a conversation they’ve already had. If only their mother would either work full time or not at all …

Maria is already heading out. ‘We’ve got it under control,’ Cathy calls after her.

She checks her phone before her next patient, sitting on the floor next to Macca, her rescue bulldog, brought in three years ago with a broken toe and an owner who didn’t want to pay to have it fixed. ‘To be honest, I wish I’d never got him,’ the man said, and, right that second, Macca’s brown eyes met Cathy’s, and it was love.

‘Sure there’s somebody here who could rescue him,’ she said lightly.

‘Oh, yeah – God. I’d love that. He’s just got too much energy.’

Cathy stared at him, wide-eyed, thinking, How could you? Macca went home with her the week after, heaved himself up on the sofa. His toe hadn’t even needed any treatment except rest.

She browses her phone but there is no news. Her blood turns fizzy in the checking of it. She sits there alone in the backroom, her face flushed, in the premises that she used to be so proud of part-owning but that now feel like a prison. It is no better, being in the UK. It is worse, actually, because they are so far from the body. Cathy has no idea if they’ve found it. At this very moment, as she looks at her holiday manicure resting against Macca’s fur, somebody could be unearthing Will. The stench of him, his rotting skin. What they have done is so wrong, so manifestly wrong. They are monsters. What would their mother think? Their mother would … what? Cathy cannot imagine it. She’d fall apart. That’s what would happen. That is what has already happened once.

She gathers Macca to her. He grunts, and she releases him. Usually, she would work. She would see patient after patient, letting the aftercare stack up and up, she’d order prescription dog food and new oxygen cylinders out back, each task breeding others. She’d get home at ten o’clock, too tired to think. But she doesn’t do that today.