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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘Mine were about him.’ Cathy bites her lip and looks to her left.

‘What about him?’ Joe says.

But that is as far as Cathy is willing to go. She shrugs, biting at the edge of her thumbnail, and doesn’t answer.

He glances over at Paul as he thinks it and wonders if, when it finally comes out, Lydia will look back on this holiday and be able to pinpoint the day. The day he stopped sleeping. The day everything changed. Would she forgive him? For the initial act, and then for the secrecy? He skews his mouth to the side as he ponders it. Yes and no, he decides. Lydia is tidy in both a physical and a mental way. If people piss her off, they’re gone. She could forgive a crime but not a lie. She’s not only estranged from all of her family but from several friends too, a direct result of her childhood.

Cathy’s body language changes. She stiffens. ‘There are eight police now, in the foyer,’ she says, her brown eyes searching over Joe’s shoulder. ‘Don’t look.’

‘How can I not look?’ Joe says, wanting to turn around.

‘You said about the market, didn’t you?’ Cathy asks quietly. ‘I’ve been meaning to ask.’ She turns the pancake. Everything about her body language is a study in nonchalance, weight on one hip, but Joe knows her well enough to spot where the edges aren’t quite sanded down. Her shoulders are a millimetre higher than normal.

‘No,’ Joe says, shocked. ‘I didn’t.’ He blushes with the shame of it, a micro-betrayal already. But who wouldn’t try to protect themselves in the situation he finds himself in?

‘What?’ she says. ‘You didn’t say about the market, to the police. That Frannie saw Will?’

‘No?’ Joe says again, not offering an explanation.

‘Why not?’

‘I just figured it was better to omit everything.’

‘But I said you were there, Joe.’

Joe goes cold. ‘I didn’t think. What do we do? Do we clarify it?’

‘No,’ Cathy hisses, drumming her fingers against her lips. ‘Okay – you didn’t actually see him at the market, did you?’ she says. ‘Just – from afar?’

‘No, he was pretty close to me.’

‘Joe.’

‘Right – I see. Okay. No. No, I didn’t see him.’

‘So if they ask – which they won’t’ – she looks at him sharply – ‘we say that.’

The feeling of his t-shirt being too tight again descends on Joe. He’s lied to the police and now he has hidden his true motivation from his sister, and she, altruistic Cathy, is trying to get him out of it.

She stares at him, saying nothing. He wonders if she knows, if she knows he tried to extricate himself from the blame in the interview room. She has so much power over him. She could call up the police, right now, and say, My brother lied. The vulnerability of each of them strikes him. Adrenaline begins pumping. What the fuck’s happening to him?