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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘Why couldn’t you – you said you couldn’t stop?’ Cathy says, trying not to sound like a police officer. Frannie might not notice what she is implying, but Joe will. It takes hardly anything for him to become her defender, for both to turn their backs on her.

‘It isn’t that I couldn’t stop,’ Frannie says, her expression open and earnest, a fingernail following a striation in the wood of the pine kitchen table. ‘It’s that I didn’t know where he was.’ She reaches a hand through the gingham, checking on Paul.

‘William?’

Frannie nods. She reaches to untie her dark hair from the thick bundle on the top of her head. It falls around her shoulders like a shampoo advert. ‘I couldn’t stop immediately. Obviously. And, when I did, I had to find him. The impact –’ She pauses for just a second. ‘It moved him. And I couldn’t work out how far I had travelled after the impact. It was so dark – you know what it’s like here. It took ages. To find a – a person in the … to find him on the verge.’

Cathy says nothing, trying to think it through. It does make sense, in that real life is often more complicated than hypothetical situations. Cathy once ran into the back of a taxi and, in her panic to pull over, steered to the right instead of the left. Nobody would believe that if she said it in defence of herself, but it was true nevertheless.

Frannie’s eyes are clear as Cathy’s meet hers. Unwavering. Naturally sunny and unsuspicious, she is the alkaline to Joe’s acid. I couldn’t stop immediately. The words echo in Cathy’s mind.

‘And then,’ she continues, dropping her gaze, her voice low, the exact same voice she uses when Paul is asleep and she doesn’t want to wake him, ‘I called you two because … I wanted you there. In my …’ Cathy can tell she is trying to hold back tears. Gone is the chaos of last night, when they wrung out blood-soaked t-shirts and shouted. ‘In – at a time when I felt scared and I needed you, I wanted you,’ she says. ‘I know it should have been an ambulance.’

‘Yes,’ Cathy whispers, looking at her sister. ‘Yes.’ She understands completely. Frannie is the youngest sibling and they have never quite forgotten that. Cathy makes Frannie’s lunch most days and brings it into the practice. Not because Frannie can’t, but because she’s … well, she’s babied.

She looks at Joe, whose eyes are on her, his expression drawn. He holds her gaze for a moment longer than he would usually.

He clears his throat, moves away from his position by the door and sits next to Frannie. He scoots his chair slightly closer to her.

‘We need to do something to make the police think he is alive,’ Joe says. ‘We need to stage a missing person’s investigation.’

Cathy pauses for a second, digesting this. ‘False hope,’ she says softly. She tucks her hair behind her ears, saying nothing, thinking. Thinking how they can’t do this, how they’re monsters. If Frannie is the baby of their family, then Cathy is the conscience. Isn’t it up to her to stop this? ‘That’s – that’s wicked,’ she says quietly.