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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

At seven thirty, Frannie says, ‘Paul will be awake.’

‘Lydia will sort him,’ Joe says. ‘Don’t worry.’

‘Go, if you want,’ Cathy says to Frannie. ‘Lydia will be wondering – well. It isn’t fair.’ She tucks a strand of hair back into her bun, where it pulls tight against her hairline.

‘How are we going to get in without Lydia seeing us like this?’ Frannie says hoarsely. She gestures to them, to their dirtied and bloodstained limbs. Cathy shrugs, trying to stay in the now.

‘I think that looks undisturbed,’ Joe says, standing and looking at the grave in the woods. Cathy stares at it. It is impossible to tell. Like a hidden object, her eyes are drawn immediately to it.

Her younger sister stares too. Frannie, whom she’s always known so well, who had a baby after a one-night stand and never bothered to look up the man again. Cathy’s always known exactly who she is. Outwardly confident, sociable Frannie. But now … Cathy suddenly feels, there in the woods, like they don’t know each other at all. A stranger stands next to her.

‘I don’t know,’ Cathy says quickly to Joe. ‘Do you think it looks okay?’

‘It’s fine. I think. We need to put the spades away.’

‘Were they clean?’

Joe exhales. ‘I can’t remember.’

Frannie is silent, standing next to them. She’s looking at her phone. Worried about Paul, Cathy guesses.

‘They were clean,’ Frannie says, glancing up.

‘No – I don’t think they were …’ Joe says. ‘Why would they be? They’re for gardening.’

‘Just run the hose over them,’ Cathy says. ‘Okay?’

‘Okay.’

They walk away. Cathy tries not to think of William lying there, seven feet under, alone. The sun has come up. The sky is a perfect, delicate blue. If you threw up a ball, it would shatter.

After a few minutes, Joe stops still on a lattice of tree roots. ‘What if he wasn’t dead?’ he says.

‘What?’ Frannie says, a harsh, loud exclamation in the early morning. ‘Joe, honestly.’

‘He was dead,’ Cathy says reassuringly. Joe blushes.

Funny how anxiety manifests itself. Joe once became convinced he’d left a surgical instrument inside a great Dane. Cathy had been present at the operation – there was no way it could have happened – but, nevertheless, Joe had wanted to open her back up. In the end, they’d compromised on an X-ray, which had shown nothing, of course.

She sees Joe’s chest rise and fall slowly. ‘Okay,’ he says slowly.

‘Let me see that piece of paper,’ Cathy says. Joe passes it to her. It’s illegible. Some sort of form, all in Italian. She looks at Frannie, ready to explain why they took it and the wallet, but she is lost in her own world, wandering haphazardly, staring up at the sky, lost in thought, lost in guilt, probably. Hopefully. Hopefully not just daydreaming.

‘We need to think,’ Joe says, as they walk. ‘We need to think.’

As the three of them step into the sunlight, Frannie reaches for Cathy’s hand. They wind their fingers together. The shovels clink against each other in the silence.