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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘What?’ she says to him. ‘How are you here?’

‘Huh?’ he says. He looks just the same as he did. Not a mark on him. Even in her confusion, Jen is curious. Same navy-blue eyes. Same tousled hair. Same tall, slim frame. But he’s committed an unforgivable act. Unforgivable to everyone, except maybe her. But how is he here? How is he home?

‘What’re you talking about?’ he says. ‘This is weird, even for you. A Jen out of ten.’

Jen sidesteps the inside joke. Not today. ‘Did Dad get you? Are you on bail?’

‘On bail?’ He raises a disdainful eyebrow. It’s a new mannerism of his, emerged since he started dating Clio. Jen wonders if it belongs to her. ‘I’m about to meet Rory.’

‘What?’ Jen says in barely a whisper.

For the past few months he’s looked different. Slimmer in the body, in the hips, but bloated in the face. The pallor somebody gets who is working too much, eating too many takeaways and drinking no water. None of which she is aware Todd is doing, but who knows? She steps towards him and looks closely at him. ‘How did you get home – and what happened?’

‘Home from where? Look – we’re going for breakfast.’

He regularly goes for breakfast with them, these friends, like he’s in an American sitcom. Jen wonders if it irritates her because it was an avenue never available to her.

‘I …’ Jen says, rubbing at her forehead. ‘What happened last night?’ she says. She looks around her, at the picture window and back at Todd.

He is staring at his phone, at a WhatsApp notification. He swipes on it, then begins typing. After he’s finished, he says, ‘I played Call of Duty,’ as though she is a customer who will merely wait to be addressed. She feels a flare of temper.

‘What?’

‘I – what?’

‘Stop avoiding it,’ she says.

‘Avoiding what?’ Todd says. His expression twists in bemusement, nose wrinkles up just like when he was a baby.

‘Your arrest.’

‘My arrest?’

Jen can tell when her son is lying – she has had practise at that recently, as almost everything he says seems to be a lie – and he is definitely not lying at the moment. He looks at her with his clear twilight eyes, a question mark inscribed across his features.

‘You were outside,’ Jen says. She gestures to the mid-landing window. And that’s the moment she realizes what the matter is with the scene. It isn’t the driveway: it’s the window itself. No pumpkin. It’s gone.

Todd blinks at her slowly like an animal. He has two tiny scars left over from the worst of his teenage acne. Otherwise, his face is still childlike, pristine in that beautiful peach-fuzz way of the young.

‘You were outside,’ she says again, tearing her eyes away from the pumpkin-less windowsill that fires anxiety right down her body.

‘When?’ he says softly.

‘I was waiting up for you,’ she says, and for once he doesn’t roll his eyes. Gone is the teenage attitude of recent times. He must be concerned about her to feel so in control of this conversation. His gaze holds hers.