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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘Well – I just … there is no next step, is there?’ he says, looking across at Frannie, who’s messing with the buttons on her denim jacket, all that hair piled up on the top of her head. ‘We can’t exactly rob a bank.’

‘Don’t say that,’ Frannie says quietly, tears pooling in her eyes that disappear with a blink, like she’s become adept at suppressing her emotions.

Frannie’s phone rings, breaking the atmosphere, and she answers it. Joe turns to Cathy and shrugs helplessly, in that way that he does sometimes, like Frannie is a child they are co-parenting. Cathy keeps busying herself, cleaning the front desk, running the cloth along the keyboard, between the mouse and the chip-and-PIN machine. Joe turns off the television, the rolling news gone for another day, and a sigh builds and escapes from Cathy as he does it.

She thinks of Tom as she cleans and as Joe straightens the products on the shelves and Frannie murmurs into the phone. It’s probably Deb.

Something changes in the reception and Cathy’s back immediately tenses. ‘What did she just say?’ Joe is shouting, and when Cathy looks up he’s cornering Frannie, right against the door to Cathy’s consultation room.

‘What are you doing?’ Cathy says.

Frannie is chuntering frantically at Joe. The phone is now somehow in his hands. It’s happened too fast, like an altercation in a night club that nobody can quite pinpoint the beginning of.

‘You’ve told her,’ Joe says, after hanging up the phone. His tone is completely without emotion. There is nothing positive or negative contained in it. Only a strange kind of empty factualness which scares Cathy. He’s so big these days, her brother. Chest like a drum. He’s holding Frannie’s phone and standing over her like a bouncer.

‘No,’ Frannie says.

‘Joe,’ Cathy says. ‘What are you doing?’

‘He’s a bully,’ Frannie shouts.

‘She said I’ve been reading about Will,’ Joe roars. ‘She knows, doesn’t she?’

‘I’m sorry,’ Frannie bleats, her eyes finding Cathy’s over Joe’s shoulder. ‘I’m sorry.’

‘How could you?’ he says. ‘We have just finished dealing with the fucking fall-out of one person, and now a second? What. The. Fuck?’ His face has turned red, the whites of his eyes shining unnaturally in the light. He looks so different. He looks like a thug.

‘What – I’m supposed to just forget it? Not need my friends to confide in?’ Frannie says.

‘It didn’t happen,’ screams Joe. ‘That’s what we have to do. Live it. Live the lie. There are no bribes. There are no threats.’ He meets her eyes. ‘There is no body.’

‘But I can’t. I can’t,’ Frannie says. She is trembling and crying. Cathy can’t stop looking at her. If only. If fucking only. ‘They’re going to come for us, when they find him, aren’t they?’

‘No!’ Joe roars. ‘They didn’t take our DNA.’ He yells it right into her face. ‘They’ll see it was a hit-and-run. There’s no CCTV out there. Nobody will know. Except, for some reason, you keep telling people.’