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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘This is me,’ he says. He hasn’t brought up last night. Cathy can’t work out if he minds, but of course he did. She doesn’t know how to broach it.

He has two ragdoll cats milling around. There is absolutely nothing on his floors. His doors are farmhouse-style, painted such a bright white they shine. It’s very tidy.

‘You’re very neat,’ she says as he hangs her coat on a hook. His parka and a lighter jacket hang there. Nothing else, no jumble of scarves or reuseable bags that flap around. ‘Where’s all your stuff?’

He throws his head back and laughs in that way that he does, his face creasing like a fan. ‘Stuff’s overrated,’ he says.

He’s cooked for her. Baked aubergines that swim in cheese as he removes them from the oven in a cloud of heat. She stares at the aubergines. It doesn’t look like this is something casual. Something fun. ‘What?’ he says, a small laugh escaping his mouth.

‘Oh, nothing,’ she says, glancing away from them and up to him.

‘No, what?’ He puts down the tray and places a hand on his hip, looking at her, an amused expression on his face.

‘You’re, like, cooking for me.’

‘I am cooking for you. Would you rather I didn’t?’ He goes back to the aubergines. ‘Or what?’ he says, throwing a sidelong glance at her.

‘Maybe,’ she says with a small laugh. Tom looks at her. It might be the first serious long look he’s given her. Gone is the banter, the childlikeness, the laughs. In its place are a pair of serious brown eyes.

‘What’s the matter?’

‘Nothing,’ she says. She rubs at her forehead. ‘I’m just mad.’

‘Oh, crazy is the best,’ Tom says, she thinks earnestly. He pushes away the aubergines.

‘Last night … I didn’t mean to … I didn’t want to …’

‘Come here,’ he says. She crosses the short distance between them, into his waiting arms. ‘Come up,’ he adds. They walk upstairs, their bodies joined together, a three-legged race, into his bedroom. The third – and last – door on the right. It opens on to a room painted a pale, duck-egg blue. More immaculate emptiness. More clean lines.

‘I like your skirting boards,’ she says.

Tom laughs. He laughs so easily, like the laughs are queued up there waiting for him to release them. ‘My what?’ He glances at her then. It’s just a glance, but Cathy’s insides turn to burning liquid. They’re standing so close together in the doorway.

‘It’s all so neat and lovely,’ she says. And then she points to them, to the bright, white skirting boards.

His curtains are open, the twilight sky beyond them. Cathy heads further into the room, thinking that they should eat the dinner, that she should go. Should, should, should. Tom crosses the room and lies down on the bed, both a clear invitation and an act of relaxation. He pats the space next to him.

She sits, an elbow propped up on the pillow, feeling so warm and comfortable up here with him. He entwines his feet with hers, pulling her towards him. ‘What’s with the aubergine fear?’ he murmurs into her ear.