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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘Er, why?’

‘Because you are not making any sense.’ Cathy picks up a glass coaster with bright colours blown through it, and begins turning it around, upending it on one side, then the other. ‘You’re ruining Frannie’s walls and offending everyone.’

‘Piss off. We have no choice but to make Evan a partner,’ Joe says, his teeth gritted. God, he doesn’t want to feel this way. Full of poison, of jealousy, of anger. But if they fuck it up, if they don’t manage to control this …

Joe drops down his head, massaging the back of his neck, which is tight with tension. He wishes Lydia were here with her soft, warm hands to push his muscles around. Lydia. He’s filled with nostalgia about his wife. For how it used to be, how it once was. When he’d tell her every single appointment he’d had throughout the day, and she’d tell him the ludicrous excuses the criminals at work had provided, her legs in his lap.

‘It’s pretty simple,’ he says eventually.

‘What?’ Frannie says. Her eyes look massive. She has two scoured lines underneath her cheekbones.

‘I mean …’ Joe says again. ‘If everybody viewed payoffs as pointless, there would never be any, would there?’

‘Guess not,’ Cathy says. She looks at him warily. ‘What are you saying?’

Joe folds his arms over his chest. ‘You’ve not seen enough movies,’ he says, and Cathy gives a wan side-smile.

‘This is …’ Frannie rolls her shoulders and lifts her eyes to the ceiling. ‘I can’t do this,’ she says.

‘Same,’ Cathy says drily.

‘No, I mean.’ Frannie covers her face with her hands, her shoulders beginning to shake. ‘I’ve tried and I’ve tried …’ she says. ‘To be – to be okay. But we’re not okay. Are we?’ Her voice rises a few octaves.

Cathy is up, standing next to her, within seconds. Joe stays at the table, watching them.

‘It’s okay,’ Cathy says. ‘We all feel like this sometimes. It’ll pass. We’ll pay Evan off. It’ll be fine. It’s only money. Better to lose twenty per cent than one hundred.’

Frannie makes a low, moaning sound and Joe gets over himself and joins them, there in front of her oven, the bloody Flash spray smeared across it, the hob rings in the sink, leaving greasy brown imprints where they sit. Cathy’s hand grips his in the group hug, Frannie’s head lolls against his shoulder. ‘I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,’ she says.

‘I know,’ Cathy says.

‘We’ll pay him. We’ll make him go away,’ Joe says.

‘This wasn’t your fault,’ Cathy adds. ‘It could have happened to any of us.’

‘It was my fault,’ Frannie says. ‘And now they’re going to know what I did, when they find him.’ And the anguish with which she says it is what stops Cathy and Joe’s reassurance. Instead, they stare at each other over Frannie’s head. Cathy is completely still, just looking at Joe.

‘That you hit him?’ she says softly.

‘That I hit him twice. Okay?’