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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

Cathy breathes in the smell of the antiseptic, looks at the fluorescent lights above and opens her mouth.

‘Evan,’ she says, not looking at him.

‘You know where he is,’ he says softly, and she cries even more.

One path leads left, and one right.

She turns right.

‘On holiday,’ she starts. She feels no relief, despite this confession having bubbled inside her for weeks. She doesn’t want to tell just anyone.

‘Right …’ Evan says.

‘Frannie killed someone,’ Cathy says. Three small words. Three big words. The truth.

‘What the fuck?’ Evan says. ‘What the actual fuck?’ His mouth is parted, his eyes round and unblinking. ‘What?’ He takes two steps away from them, like they are monsters.

But they are not monsters, she thinks sadly, checking on the French bulldog’s breathing. Everything is unreal to Cathy, a poisonous pit of fighting snakes in her stomach. ‘It wasn’t malicious. We did what we had to do,’ she tries to say.

Evan is still staring at them, his hands in the exact same position they were when the words left her mouth, up by his hair.

‘She hit a man with her car. It was an accident,’ Joe says, and she’s so glad he’s there with her, her brother, to try to bend the story, as tough and unyielding as metal, into what it really was. Into love and loyalty and – anyway – into the only viable option that they had. Wasn’t that the case? They’re not wrong, are they?

Evan has brought his hand down to wipe at his forehead, which is now covered in sweat. ‘I mean …’ he says. ‘I didn’t think …’

His expression changes as he looks at Cathy. She must not have the words for anything, at the moment, because she can’t name his expression. All she knows is that his face has changed. From something to something else.

Suddenly, she’s frightened. Here, she and Joe, alone with this man.

‘How … how could you?’ Evan says.

‘You don’t understand,’ Cathy says. Can she ever explain it to anybody? The dead-of-the-night phone call. The blood. Her fear for her sister, greater than her fear would be for herself. Their long, shared history, Rosie … everything in Cathy’s life led up to that moment, or that’s how she feels anyway.

She meets Evan’s eyes. ‘You just – what? You just … you what, you hid a body?’ He directs his questions to her, and Cathy can understand why. She has shocked him more than Joe ever could.

‘We didn’t have a choice,’ she says.

‘I just –’

‘You can’t tell anyone,’ Joe says loudly.

Evan still says nothing. A hand over his mouth, thumb rubbing at his chin.

‘Frannie rang me,’ Cathy says, jumping to explain. ‘It was after one o’clock in the morning. She’d hit somebody. She was so frightened she’d go to prison – she was on the wrong side of the road, she just forgot, she just forgot they drive on the right.’