Aiden’s deep laugh got me smiling. “I know what you mean. I’ve never experienced this with a woman before, but god I can’t wait to do it again, it was so fucking hot.”

I was confused about what he meant, and I was about to ask him what he was talking about, when I noticed I was wet along my thighs. OH MY GOD, I pissed myself. Nooooo. I was completely mortified, and all my post-coital glow went straight out the window.

“Jane?” Aiden asked, sounding confused.

I pushed my face into the bed and hoped the world would just swallow me whole and save me from the embarrassing moment I was about to have.

“Jane?” Aiden’s more authoritative voice brought me out of my inner thoughts.

“Yep?” I said, keeping my face out of view.

He turned me around, and I turned my face away from him.

“What’s wrong? Did you not enjoy it? Fuck… I didn’t mean to push you.” He was frantic in his words, like he was worried.

“What?” I asked, confused.

“I thought you were ok with this; I mean, at least that’s why I thought you squirted.”

“I what?!?!” I looked at him in shock.

“Squirted?” he said, confused.

“Oh…” I realized maybe I didn’t piss on us, but I just… God, why did they call it that? It sounded so weird. “I thought I pissed myself at the intense orgasm.” I covered my face with my hand as another wave of embarrassment swirled through me.

“Jane… Are you embarrassed?” Aiden moved my hands away from my face.

I had to look away because I couldn’t look at him.

“Jane, look at me,” he commanded.

“Can we just forget about it?”

“Fuck no, that was by far the hottest thing I’ve ever seen and felt,” he grabbed my chin to look at him. “I loved it. I want to try it again.”

“I… still don’t know how I feel about it,” I said, feeling like an idiot.

“Did it feel good?”

“Uh yeah, I think I might have blacked out from the intensity of it.” I felt my face getting hot. “It was one of the best orgasms I’ve ever had.”

“So, what’s the problem?” His face was serious.

“I guess I’m just embarrassed because it’s never happened to me before.” I gave him a small smile.

“I’m sure if Nathan and Callum were here, they would say the same thing. Making you come that hard was amazing.” He kissed me, making me feel better with each stroke of his tongue. “Come on, let’s get you cleaned up and into bed because I know tomorrow is going to be crazy.”

Aiden spent the rest of the night making me feel incredible and I don’t think I’ve ever felt so well taken care of before.

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