“I just want to know where we stand. Is this casual? Are we allowed to see other people? Or are we exclusive?” I asked, just wanting to really know.

“Do you want to see other people?” Callum looked surprised.

“You want an open relationship?” Nathan asked, looking upset.

“No, I just don’t want to assume what we are, and I didn’t… Fuck…” I paced in front of them, trying to get my thoughts in order. “Look, I haven’t been in a new relationship in years, and I don’t know how to go about this. Also, I don’t know how this group thing works. Is it ok that I only want you three for myself, but you only get me?”

Nathan laughed, Aiden grinned, and Callum looked completely amused.

Nathan pulled me in for a kiss first, then he passed me to Aiden and Callum. “Babe, you know this is what we like to do, right? We love sharing and we are definitely ok that there is only you.” He pecked me again, holding me in his arms. “I also wouldn’t dream of having anyone else. I think I speak for all of us when I say we want to be in a relationship with you, and only you.”

I sighed in relief, and just hearing that made me feel so much better. “Thank you,” I said, kissing Callum softly and then turning back to the guys.

“If we are in a relationship like you say, communication is key, and if you don’t like this or you are unsure of something, you have to tell us.” Aiden grabbed my face. “This won’t work if we aren’t completely honest with each other.”

“Have you ever been in a relationship before?” I asked, wanting to hear but not wanting to hear their answer.

“No, we haven’t. We don’t do relationships.” Nathan said, and I looked over at him and Callum. It didn’t surprise me, but now I see why Candy was going crazy. She wanted them, and they only wanted casual sex with her.

“Are you ok now?” Aiden asked. “If you need something, tell us, or ask us.”

“Ok, I will.”

“You promise?” Callum asked.

“I promise,” I said, looking at all of them but it felt like I might be promising something else, and I felt my heart constrict. We spent the rest of the weekend on the couch watching movies with the occasional sex break; I never realized what I was missing sexually all these years. Three men on their knees for you was really the icing on the cake.

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