Back Pride and Protest
Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. MAN SHORTAGE
  4. ADVERSITY
  5. BABYLON
  6. MERINO WOOL
  7. THE MONEY
  8. IT’S ELECTRIC
  9. MR. MEME
  10. HALFWAY IN LOVE
  11. THE DRY HUMPING
  12. BAD WEREWOLF PORN
  13. ACTION OVER DELIBERATION
  14. BUTTERMILK PIE
  15. SEVEN LIFETIMES
  16. THE HOTEL WASHINGTON TREATY
  17. BULL VS. COW
  18. ONE OF THOSE “NO” WOMEN
  19. MODERN WOMAN
  20. PLUS-ONE
  21. DESPITE APPEARANCES
  22. LOVEMAKING PRACTICE
  23. ENTANGLED
  24. CAT GIFS
  25. BROWN, BUT NOT TOO DARK
  26. CHEAT CODE
  27. BOILED POTATOES
  28. SELF-CHECKOUT
  29. BETTER JUDGMENT
  30. 8:15
  31. TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE
  32. OUTSIDE THE TENT
  33. OFF THE RAILS
  34. DATU
  35. CLOSED CIRCUIT
  36. TROJAN HORSE
  37. MISTER
  38. JOHN WAYNE
  39. REFINING FIRE
  40. EPILOGUE
  41. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  42. NIKKI PAYNE
  43. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  44. Excerpt from SEX, LIES AND SENSIBILITY
  45. TL;DR
  46. About the Author
  47. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Liza, you okay? Did you eat too much butter chicken? Anyway, he told his friend to get a grip and recognize when he’s being played. I cannot stress to you how trash this woman’s family was. The stories I heard, Liza.” Park took the cup Liza was holding and placed it in Chicho’s sink. “He probably saved that young man’s life. That’s the kind of dude Dorsey is.”

“That is exactly the kind of man he is.” Liza’s tone had a sharpness to it.

Park checked his phone. “Dorsey and I keep missing each other. I gotta head out, but he’s headed here.” Park squeezed her shoulders and smiled.

Liza got up to put her plate away. She dropped it in the sink with apparently too much force and the delicate plate smashed to pieces all over the sink and countertop.

“Colin and I are going to a benefit dinner. Do you want to come?”

“After all of this butter chicken? I’m going to burst,” Liza quipped. “I’m just gonna sit here and nurse my food baby instead.” What she was really nursing was a simmering anger at Dorsey’s nerve that only expanded for the rest of the day.

It was nearly two hours later when she heard a tentative knock at the door. She opened it to find Dorsey filling up the doorway with a confused look and a lopsided grin. He had dark circles under his eyes and his hand shook with a tiny cup of espresso. Did he even sleep last night?

“Oh my god, Liza.” Dorsey tumbled past the threshold. “Every waking thought of mine has been from last night. I see you in everything that I do. I feel you.”

“Dorsey . . .”

“I know. It’s completely insane, right? Everything in me says to leave you alone. Your family is well . . . They would always draw negative attention.” Dorsey laughed out loud, manic with his own confession.

All he needed was a corkboard with red yarn and thumbtacks. Was he trying to explain a conspiracy theory or tell her he loved her?

“Everything about you and me does not work on paper. You know what it’s like? It’s like one of those bad reality TV shows you swear you will not watch and then you’re so hooked and you actually love it. I . . . I actually love you.” Dorsey seemed to marvel at the words coming out of his mouth. He looked like he hadn’t slept in days. She smelled strong coffee and cigarette smoke on his breath.

“Dorsey, I—” Liza started.

“You brought me to my knees last night, Liza. And I want to wake up with you in my arms.” His voice rumbled over her, and she hated herself for the effect it had.