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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. MAN SHORTAGE
  4. ADVERSITY
  5. BABYLON
  6. MERINO WOOL
  7. THE MONEY
  8. IT’S ELECTRIC
  9. MR. MEME
  10. HALFWAY IN LOVE
  11. THE DRY HUMPING
  12. BAD WEREWOLF PORN
  13. ACTION OVER DELIBERATION
  14. BUTTERMILK PIE
  15. SEVEN LIFETIMES
  16. THE HOTEL WASHINGTON TREATY
  17. BULL VS. COW
  18. ONE OF THOSE “NO” WOMEN
  19. MODERN WOMAN
  20. PLUS-ONE
  21. DESPITE APPEARANCES
  22. LOVEMAKING PRACTICE
  23. ENTANGLED
  24. CAT GIFS
  25. BROWN, BUT NOT TOO DARK
  26. CHEAT CODE
  27. BOILED POTATOES
  28. SELF-CHECKOUT
  29. BETTER JUDGMENT
  30. 8:15
  31. TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE
  32. OUTSIDE THE TENT
  33. OFF THE RAILS
  34. DATU
  35. CLOSED CIRCUIT
  36. TROJAN HORSE
  37. MISTER
  38. JOHN WAYNE
  39. REFINING FIRE
  40. EPILOGUE
  41. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  42. NIKKI PAYNE
  43. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  44. Excerpt from SEX, LIES AND SENSIBILITY
  45. TL;DR
  46. About the Author
  47. What’s next onyour reading list?

Nearing the end of the dance, Dorsey’s stick struck hers high in the air. He moved closer to her as their sticks still crossed each other above their heads. One deep breath would have their bodies touching. If he bent down to kiss her, with her arms high like this, she wouldn’t be able to stop him in time. Not that he was going to.

Dignity, Liza. You made a mistake. You bet on the wrong horse. Now you have to live with it.

“Liza,” Dorsey said. She noticed that his head was bent down at a perfect angle.

Action over deliberation. She didn’t let him finish.

She kissed him quickly and deeply, sticks still high in the air.

Fuck dignity.

“Take me somewhere, Dorsey,” Liza whispered.

He was breathless. “Anywhere.”

“Your place.”

Dorsey was calling his car the next moment. Gigi made him take a turn around the room to make his apologies and bid everyone good evening, but Liza saw the rapid-fire handshakes and shoulder pats and laughed. He looked like someone had pressed an invisible fast-forward button.

CLOSED CIRCUIT

Liza and Dorsey fell onto each other as soon as they crossed the threshold of his loft. Dorsey pushed her toward the kitchen as his mouth met hers in a fury that overwhelmed her and buckled her knees.

He had been so slow, so calculated, before. That measured man was gone. His warm hands explored her body. In the kitchen’s gleaming sterility, they were the only two things out of place. Liza was sure he would take her on the dining room floor if she let him. Her hips dug into the countertop as he kissed her neck. Why had she never noticed how strong he was? He picked her up with so little effort, and she wrapped her arms around his neck. Right at the crook of his neck, this close, he smelled like skin, soap, and sweat—like he was finally meeting her the way nature intended.

“I want you, Liza. I’ve wanted you for a long time,” Dorsey told her between kisses. “I know I fucked it up with you before.”

“Don’t speak.” Liza did not want her head clouded with all the ways this could end in tears. Sorry I misunderstood our relationship. It won’t happen again. His final sentence flickered constantly inside her head. He walked up the stairs with her hooked around his neck and waist.

“No . . . No, Liza, I fucked it up. But I’m gonna make it right. I’m gonna make it up to you.” He ground the thick ridge of his cock into her. “And I’m gonna start here.” He kissed her again.

Wet friction.

His mouth on the shell of her ear.

Filthy promises whispered against his neck. Liza was shattering. He wasn’t proposing or anything, just acknowledging that he had been wrong. But why had his words vibrated inside her?