Chapters (45)
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-one
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Acknowledgements
One thing’s for sure, he won’t be able to hide it now. The photographs already have over 100 likes. I check Alicia’s thread and they’ve been copied onto there, with someone pointing out that ‘that’s her SISTER!’ and ‘You OK Caroline hun? We’re here for you.’ Fiona has sent me a message telling me to phone her if it all gets too much. I see now that she’d messaged me several times but I’d ignored her – I’d put that right when all this was over.
It’s time to go home and face the music. My best reading of what’s gone on with DS Percy is that she’s concerned for my well-being, either because she’s believed his ‘mentally ill’ line or because she wonders how much I can endure. I don’t think I’m in trouble. She suspects I’m behind this but can’t prove it. I think it through. I’m going to need a witness. I ask the barman for the note back and leave my phone number for Lee. I add two kisses and, Ring me.
Because I’ve felt perpetually that I’m in trouble for years I don’t know if I’m a hero or a villain. I’m obviously the pioneer of the #allgirlstogether movement. I’m the vessel for the outpouring of #cheatingbastard behaviour from both women and men. What I’m not sure of is how the police will view this. I do know that they need a complaint in order to act, and the only one they have so far is from Jack.
I log off and switch on my own phone. Back to the real world. As soon as I switch it on it flashes with messages. I can deal with this later.
Chapter Thirty-one
My mind races all the way. I could take this further. I could go on TV and really let everyone know what I’ve gone through. Everything that is happening now is a public record of me fighting back against what Jack put me through. All the more reason to maintain a dignified silence.
It isn’t illegal to make a fake Facebook account. It isn’t illegal to post pictures on the internet. Just like it isn’t illegal to break someone’s heart. It isn’t illegal to ask someone why they slept with your husband. I didn’t hurt anyone at The Tea Cosy. Not physically. I bitterly regret that, though. The rest is revenge. I wonder if that’s how it will work.
Or, like everything else in my life so far, I’ll somehow be punished for someone else’s mistakes? It doesn’t matter now. I started from a losing position and that was the problem. If it all goes to shit now I haven’t lost anything.