Chapters (45)
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-one
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Acknowledgements
I drop the phone in my panic to get the battery and SIM card out. My God. She’s following it up. She’s tracking the women and probably getting statements. They all think it’s me. I jump out of the car and onto the soft moss at the side of the road. In the distance I see the moon reflected on a moorland pool. I run to the edge and hurl the phone and the battery into the water.
Think, Caroline, think. She’s got the journal. Why wouldn’t she investigate? This is why you took the phone in the first place, to find out. All she’s going to find is evidence of lying and cheating. There’s the little cricket and mouse incident with Frances, which I’m mortified about, but she’s probably got a new phone by now and she’ll get hold of her on that.
I never thought she was stupid. I knew she would get both sides of the story and I knew that this was where it would get tough, because he’s so fucking plausible. Of course she has to look into what’s in that journal. Some of those women will have complained as well. They’ll have instinctively thought that it was me. So she’s just ruling me out. She can’t prove anything.
I walk back to the car, still mulling over DS Percy. She knows all this is connected somehow, and it’s connected by me. So she’s sticking by me. But how has it escalated? Why is Jack suddenly at the station again with his solicitor? I have to be careful. The only thing I can do now is carry on with my plan. It’s the only way. Until I’ve been to the social services meeting. I’m too deep in now to do anything else, even though the only thing I really want to do is to hug my children.
I get back in my car and drive back to the layby. I open Monica’s laptop and log into Facebook. I’m Alicia now and the thread has grown and grown. Lots more women are sharing their Jack stories and the whole thing has been shared. Other women who don’t even know you are on the #cheatingbastard #allgirlstogether thread, sharing their stories about men who had sex with them and used them.
They’re posting pictures of themselves and one of them has mentioned Twitter. I log into my Twitter account and type the #cheatingbastard keywords in and it’s gone viral. It’s trending. They’ve added a #Jacksthedaddy hashtag. Twitter has firmly divided itself into two camps – #teamJack and #teamCaro. I can see why you’re so furious now. And I’m fucking delighted.