Chapters (45)
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-one
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Acknowledgements
I should have looked in the bags. They’re probably full of evidence. I’ve got enough and I need to push forward now. Make a plan. If I’m honest with myself I know where he will be. He’ll be with a woman. He can’t seem to manage without one, this stranger who I’ve been imagining is still my husband. Or two. He needs this place to bring his one-night stands to while he lives with someone else.
He was still seeing Louise Shaw towards the very end of our time together. I worked it out from the hairstyle on the photos. Just before we went to the very first marriage guidance, he changed his normally slicked-back curls to a tight crew cut. Neat, professional. I gasped inwardly when I saw him; I still lusted after him even though I hated him. It didn’t really surprise me that other women wanted him because, to me, he was the perfect man.
On some of the pictures in the journal, the ones taken with Louise in a blue dress drinking cocktails, I noticed he had that haircut. I suddenly realise that I would have been desensitised by then. I’d looked at so many photos of him with other women that I kind of skimmed the ones at the end. But one thing’s for sure. He’s with Louise Shaw right now. She’s there while he posts those insults about me.
It’s getting cold and I don’t want to be here all night. So I creep back round to the car and drive away. As I leave, I see that woman standing at the door of the flats. She’s on her mobile.
I take the back lanes to the hotel. The car park is quiet, only two cars as well as mine, so I stay here and check the Facebook thread. More shares and more likes suggest that a lot of people know what a #cheatingbastard Jack is. I log onto Twitter and it’s even better. #Jacksthedaddy is still trending and more women are sharing their stories.
I check his profile and a few people have liked his statement. From the looks of it, more people believe me now. More and more people are seeing him for exactly who he is. No doubt his bent fucking solicitor is monitoring the situation. What can he do, though? It’s the truth. The whole truth and nothing but the truth.