Contents (109)
- Table of contents
- 1:
- missing
- See
- The Disappearing Wig
- The Chins
- Winters
- Books
- The Secret in The Secret of the Old Clock
- No One
- Wig Shop
- Pin by Pin
- The Missing Wig
- Stories
- My Mom’s Car
- Talk
- Neighbors
- The Birds
- Sally Levin
- Tennis
- Jogging
- A Good Plan
- Bathroom Break
- The Wig
- No Wig
- 2:
- the beginning of something
- Annie
- Tennis
- Mystery
- A Stranger
- The Hill
- Focus
- Hair Dream #1
- Clue Collecting
- Bushes
- Wet Wig
- School
- Double
- Dance
- Searching
- Maybe
- Happy
- Nothing
- Hair Dream #2
- Chinese School
- From
- Dragon Inn
- The Apartments
- New Idea
- Deadline
- Light
- Money
- Deflated
- 3:
- maybe
- New Plan
- Fix It
- Hair Dream #3
- Haircuts
- Hair Dream #4
- A Conversation
- My Family
- Hair Dream #5
- The Doctors
- Hair Dream #6
- Doctors’ Offices
- Hair Dream #7
- Bare
- Fingers
- Hair Dream #8
- Brown Packages
- Maybe
- 4:
- face
- Bubble
- Watching
- Three Theories
- Experiments
- Library
- Research
- Illnesses
- Laughing
- Something
- Sleuth
- The Diary
- Open It
- Open
- 5:
- I am here
- The Wig Store
- The Car
- Hair Dream #9
- The Missing Wig
- Josh and Steve
- Egg Rolls
- Tennis Tournament
- The New Wig
- The Tournament
- Here
- The Win
- Letters
- Hands
- Hair Dream #10
- Never Again
- Secrets
- Author’s Note
- Resources for Trichotillomania:
- Discussion Questions
when she laughs
her whole body shakes
Tennis
Some days Annie and I bring
our rackets and old balls to
the tennis courts
between her mom calling and
my mom texting
sometimes we are running
all over the court
back and forth back and
forth
she stands past the baseline
and I in front of it because
I hit much harder
you should join the tennis team
at the bubble
she always says panting
after we hit
you’re so good!
I’ve never gone into
the bubble but
I know it’s a bunch
of tennis courts covered
by a huge white cloth
and it looks like a big bubble
playing tennis with Annie
is so fun even though
most of the time I’m
running back and
forth to reach
her balls that zig and
zag out of bounds
we laugh so hard
our cheeks hurt
I’m strong only on the tennis court
I’m brave only on the tennis court
my large body serves with
weight and force
nothing can
stop me when
I have
a racket in
my hand
Mystery
I’m not sure what I heard
about the wig anymore because
ideas have a way of
going into my brain
turning left and right and
then I’m not sure of anything
I wonder how girls like
Sally Levin walk so
straight up every day
I slouch more every
hour at
school
what I think I know fades
like a flying bird’s call
but on the tennis court
words come out
of my
mouth like a
fast
river
I tell Annie about
the missing wig
we need to do something
she says
we have a mystery to solve
I’m scared but
I know Annie’s right
Annie’s always right
you be Nancy Drew and
I’ll be Bess
I say
no no YOU’RE Nancy and I’m Bess
she says
and I don’t
argue with her
A Stranger
Once a woman stops
our hitting and invites me
to the bubble to try
out for the tennis team
her name is Coach Meredith
you have such a natural swing
she smiles at me
I could help you
I’m too scared to say much
but I nod
she keeps watching us
for a while and
I feel the little dogs in
my stomach jumping
up and down
I hit a few more balls
into the net than normal
but Coach Meredith
doesn’t yell at me
she just
gives me some
pointers
I don’t know
anyone
like her
The Hill
On our way home from
tennis that day
Annie and I ride our
bikes up and
down
our favorite hill
we ride up the hill out
of our saddles
our rackets slung
over our bodies
tennis balls moving in our
baskets like popcorn
we swing our bikes right and left
right and left
we zoom down the hill
tucked into our handlebars as
fast as we can go
our smiles stretched across
our faces by
the cold wind
let’s go no hands Annie says
I don’t know I answer