Back Losing Neverland
Chapters (36)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. “Two is the beginning of the end.”
  5. Wendy
  6. Hook
  7. Wendy
  8. Hook
  9. Peter
  10. Tinker Bell
  11. Hook
  12. Wendy
  13. Wendy
  14. Hook
  15. Peter
  16. Wendy
  17. Peter
  18. Hook
  19. Peter
  20. Wendy
  21. Peter
  22. Wendy
  23. Peter
  24. Wendy
  25. Hook
  26. Wendy
  27. Wendy
  28. Tinker Bell
  29. Hook
  30. Hook
  31. Wendy
  32. Wendy
  33. Tiger Lily
  34. Also by Evelyn Montgomery
  35. About the Author
  36. Acknowledgments

“I grew up too,” I lash out. “Without you. We all grew up, Peter. Not just our bodies, but our minds, our hearts. I can’t stay here and pretend. I won’t live in Neverland with you and forget about the other half of us that’s missing this time.”

It’s a reality he hadn’t yet considered, and I see recognition as it finally registers in his mind. There is more than just the two of us. He wasn’t there to raise our daughters. Odds are, he won’t be there to walk with them the rest of the way through life either. But I will be. I won’t leave them behind. Not like he’s always left me behind.

“What are you saying?”

His eyes darken as he stares down at me. My anxiety thickens and my breaths come faster as I try to tell myself, if only for once in our life together, I need to tell him what I want. I need to tell him what I need. Because what happened before was also partly my fault. I never asked. I never told him. For fear that he’d give himself up for me. For a life I knew deep down he never wanted.

“I need you in my life like the air I breathe, Peter,” tears fall from my eyes, and I watch as his stare traces where they fall. “But I can’t stay with you in Neverland.”

“Can’t or won’t?” he lashes out with a sad, hurtful tone and my pulse quickens.

After a moment of staring in his eyes and him waiting for me to respond, with a shaky voice I whisper, “Won’t.”

He releases a heavy sigh and closes his eyes. After taking a few deep breaths, he nods his head, agreeing with something unsaid.

“Love is a two-way street, Wendy.” His eyes open, tenderly lower, just as his thumb brushes gently against my cheek. He shocks me when I see a smile slowly pull across his handsome face. A smile I totally wasn’t excepting. “I won’t have you give up yourself for me.”

Swallowing hard, I blink a few times in shock and ask, “What are you saying?”

Spreading my legs apart with his knee, he rises up and guides himself towards my opening. “Give,” he whispers, and I open up for him as he thrusts forward on a grunt, “and take, Darling,” I cry out as he fills me completely, beautifully stretching me to a painful high.

His hips start to move harshly, and I grab onto his arms, bracing myself, and preparing to take each passionate thrust.

Before I lose my courage, I stare deep into his eyes and whisper, “Come home with me.”

He gathers me into his arms, lifting me up and giving himself the leverage he needs to go deeper. My head falls back, and a small scream escapes my lips.