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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. How to Save a Life
  3. Dedication page
  4. A Guide to the Chain of Survival: Part 1
  5. Chapter 1: Kerry
  6. Chapter 2: Tim
  7. Chapter 3: Kerry
  8. Chapter 4: Tim
  9. Chapter 5: Kerry
  10. Chapter 6: Joel
  11. Chapter 7: Kerry
  12. Chapter 8: Joel
  13. Chapter 9: Kerry
  14. Chapter 10: Tim
  15. Chapter 11: Joel
  16. Chapter 12: Kerry
  17. Chapter 13: Joel
  18. Chapter 14: Kerry
  19. Chapter 15: Joel
  20. Chapter 16: Kerry
  21. Chapter 17: Kerry
  22. Chapter 18: Tim
  23. Chapter 19: Joel
  24. A Guide to the Chain of Survival: Part 2
  25. Chapter 20: Kerry
  26. Chapter 21: Tim
  27. Chapter 22: Kerry
  28. Chapter 23: Joel
  29. Chapter 24: Tim
  30. Chapter 25: Kerry
  31. Chapter 26: Joel
  32. Chapter 27: Tim
  33. Chapter 28: Joel
  34. Chapter 29: Kerry
  35. Chapter 30: Joel
  36. Chapter 31: Kerry
  37. Chapter 32: Joel
  38. Chapter 33: Tim
  39. Chapter 34: Kerry
  40. Chapter 35: Tim
  41. Chapter 36: Joel
  42. Chapter 37: Kerry
  43. A Guide to the Chain of Survival: Part 3
  44. Chapter 38: Joel
  45. Chapter 39: Tim
  46. Chapter 40: Kerry
  47. Chapter 41: Joel
  48. Chapter 42: Tim
  49. Chapter 43: Joel
  50. Chapter 44: Kerry
  51. Chapter 45: Tim
  52. Chapter 46: Kerry
  53. Chapter 47: Tim
  54. Chapter 48: Joel
  55. Chapter 49: Kerry
  56. Chapter 50: Joel
  57. Chapter 51: Kerry
  58. Chapter 52: Joel
  59. A Guide to the Chain of Survival: Part 4
  60. Chapter 53: Kerry
  61. Chapter 54: Joel
  62. Chapter 55: Tim
  63. Chapter 56: Kerry
  64. Chapter 57: Joel
  65. Chapter 58: Kerry
  66. Chapter 59: Joel
  67. Chapter 60: Kerry
  68. Chapter 61: Joel
  69. Chapter 62: Kerry
  70. Chapter 63: Joel
  71. Chapter 64: Kerry
  72. Chapter 65: Joel
  73. Chapter 66: Kerry
  74. Chapter 67: Joel
  75. Chapter 68: Kerry
  76. Chapter 69: Joel
  77. Author’s Note
  78. Acknowledgements and Further Reading
  79. Praise
  80. How to Save a Life

Our first lecture feels like déjà vu.

‘There are as many different ways to think about the body as there are medical schools or lecturers. But we are going to teach you to look at the body as a set of eleven main systems, functioning – or not – simultaneously.’

I have seen and heard all of this before, helping Tim with his assignments and his revision. Twice.

I sit at the back and take sparse notes. After a few minutes, I realize someone is staring at me. I look up to see the other girl from outside the union bar. Striking, South-East Asian, with a glossy fringe that makes me think of Edna from The Incredibles. She’s covered several A4 pages already, and a pile of shiny new books sits at her elbow.

I focus pointedly at the lecturer as he drones on – ‘. . . and the endocrine system influences the body’s functions through hormones, while the exocrine system . . .’ – and she takes the hint.

Later, I’m making a coffee in the communal kitchen in halls when she walks into the room.

‘You must have a photographic memory. You hardly wrote anything down during that lecture.’

She’s only being nice, but if I were to tell her why I know most of it already, that would raise way too many other questions.

‘I do have a good memory, yeah.’

‘I’m Hanna,’ she says, holding out her hand. Her nails are French manicured. Who has time for that?

‘Kerry.’ The kettle’s boiled so I let go of her hand and pour the water into my mug, a gift from Ant with the slogan KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON, I’M A MED STUDENT. He’s a good mate now: we bonded when we were helping Joel get clean, and I often call into the cafe when I’m near the seafront. There’s never an agenda with Ant, and as I no longer have Joel or Tim in my life, I sometimes welcome a male point-of-view to go with my cappuccino.

The one thing we never discuss is the old days.

When I turn back, she’s still looking at me. The lines that criss-cross her forehead remind me of Marilyn’s daughter Ava when she’s puzzled by something. ‘Have I done something to upset you?’

‘No.’ Maybe I sound blunt, but I am still smarting from the encounter outside the union.

‘So you’re just rude then? Useful to know, before I waste any more time being friendly.’

Not quite the dormouse I thought she was. I follow her out into the corridor. Funny how someone playing hard to get makes me keener: another Kerry habit to break. ‘Sorry. Hanna. You’re right. I’m not used to this.’