Back Forgive Me
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Andee was watching Marcy and Jasmine sitting together on the sofa, Marcy staring down at their joined hands, while Jasmine watched her mother, her eyes dark with anguish as she flinched and frowned at the tirade. It was bad, far worse than Andee had expected . . .

Henry said, “Claudia, maybe we need to . . .”

“Don’t!” Claudia snapped at him. “I’m not interested in what you have to say, I just want to get out of here. Mum, Jasmine, find your coats. There’s no point staying now that we know why we’re here.”

“Claudia,” Dan protested, “you’ve got the wrong idea . . .”

“No, you have,” she hissed at him, “and you’ve also got the wrong people. Please don’t speak to me again or come to the house. False friends are not the kind we want anything to do with. Mum? Are you ready? Jasmine, help her up.”

As Jasmine tried to take her grandmother’s arm Marcy gently pulled it away, letting her hand flop back into her lap. Without looking at Claudia she said quietly to Dan, “I’d like to read the letters.”

Claudia stared at her in disbelief. She was so stunned she didn’t know what to say or do. She tried to speak, but no words came out.

Jasmine said softly, “Sorry, Mum, but I think I would too.”

Claudia reeled. She couldn’t take in what was happening. She’d been so sure the other two felt the same way she did, that they shared her hurt and outrage, that they were glad she was speaking up for them, but apparently not. How could they want to go through with this? It didn’t make any sense to her, none at all . . .

She needed to leave, to walk out and never come back to this house, but she couldn’t go without them.

Tightly, brokenly, she said, “I’ll wait in the car.”

DAN FOUND HER standing beside the BMW a few minutes later, staring blindly toward the closed gates of the Botanical Gardens. It was dark, there was no one around, nothing to see or hear apart from the distant rumble of traffic.

She didn’t hear him come, had no idea he was there until her senses picked up on him and turning her back she started to open the car door.

“Please wait,” he said, putting out a hand to stop her. “I understand that you’re angry and probably feeling betrayed, but I promise you it was never anyone’s intention to hurt you or your family.”

“Intention or not, you’ve succeeded.”

“Yes, we have, and for that I’m truly sorry.”

She stiffened. She couldn’t accept the apology; there was nothing about this nightmare that was possible to accept.

“Can you try to think of it as something that might help your mother, even if you don’t want to engage yourself? She’s said she wants to read the letters . . .”