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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

He left just after that and I was so mad and scared and all kinds of other shit that I decided to sit down and write you what happened, like as if you’re ever going to see this, or even care.

Don’t worry, I’m not seeing you as some kind of friend I can run off my mouth to, or anything like that. I get how sick it would make you feel if I did. I guess it’s just easier to write down how afraid I am that he won’t come back than it is to tell him.

Chapter Thirteen

The past two weeks had been so hectic—and challenging—that there were times when Claudia had seriously questioned her sanity for taking on such an order without her tried-and-trusted team around her. However, Cassie’s workers were proving to be every bit as skillful and committed as any Claudia had worked with—and were probably already friends for life since learning they were going to be paid almost double their usual rate if they managed to bring things in on time. Why not? She didn’t need the money, what she needed was the distraction and adrenaline rush, the sense of reconnecting with who she really was, and a new place to belong, which was already starting to happen.

Virtually overnight the living space of the flat had turned into one big workroom with sewing machines at each end of the dining table, two computers in the middle, bolts of fabric cluttering the sofas, and curtain poles turning the floor into an obstacle course. Since the original discussions with Andee many changes had been made to the order regarding length, style, even color, all with Andee’s approval, largely due to delivery times—or because Claudia had come up with what she hoped might be an even better design.

During this coordinated chaos Graeme, Andee’s partner, had taken her, her mother, and Jasmine to view the coach house, and to her relief they’d also fallen in love with it on sight. By the end of that day Graeme had accepted their offer, and since no mortgage was involved there was a good chance it would be theirs by the end of the month. In excited anticipation of this, Marcy was already driving about the countryside visiting antique markets and reclamation yards in search of original Georgian features such as cornicing, shutters, even pilasters. After photographing them she’d relay the shots to Claudia for a decision on whether or not to buy.

It was a whirlwind of activity on every level, and with the show home scheduled for completion in less than two weeks Claudia could feel the pressure building.