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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

Twisted, yeah? Well, you didn’t think anything in my world was going to be straight, did you?

I reckon you might be asking where she is now, today, so I’ll tell you. She’s still in the same house, on that shitty estate, struggling to hold down a job and pay the rent and feed herself. She knows where I am and she comes as often as she can, which probably isn’t a good idea, but it’s hard to stop her. So, Dan, when you read this, back off her, please. Leave her alone and let her get on with her life, miserable as it is. You can’t fix her, it’s beyond even you, but nice of you to want to try.

Actually, that’s about all I have to say about her. She means as much to me as yours does—or did—to you (don’t know if she’s still with us). It’s just we’re different sorts of people and there are a lot out there who think that those like me and my ma don’t have the same sort of feelings. Or consciences, or morals, or understanding of anything outside the warped and dangerous world we live in. We are the dregs and you are the cream and what’s happening to you now is proof of what we already know, that society cares about your sort a lot more than it does about mine. That’s not me getting defensive, or feeling sorry for myself, that’s just me telling it as it is.

Chapter Twenty

“Excited?”

Claudia was many things at that moment and, yes, excited was definitely one of them. She glanced over at her mother in the driver’s seat and felt such a rush of happiness that she broke into a laugh. “Of course. Are you?” she asked.

Marcy’s eyes were shining. “We have a lot to feel excited about,” she replied. “We’re on our way to spend the first night in our new home; Jasmine’s rehearsals for the upcoming concert are wowing everyone the closer it gets; and you have finally agreed to go on a date with Dan.”

Claudia spluttered a protest. “It’s not a date!” she cried. “I just invited him to join us for our little moving-in party later. It would have been unforgivable not to when everyone else is coming, and anyway, we want him to be there.”

“Of course we do, but it’s been quite a while since you found out the artist Julie Forrest is married to one of the big landowners around here, who was also at the New Year’s Eve ball, so you could have cut poor Dan some slack before now.”