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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

I didn’t sleep that night, no point even trying. I paced up and down, drank some beer, scared like I’d never been before. Something real bad was going to happen to me for screwing up like this. I’d heard about kids who’d had half their tongues cut out to stop them talking, or were beaten up so bad they might as well be dead.

I’m not saying I didn’t think about you, because I did, but there was nothing I could do about you now. The people deciding my fate were some of the worst. I needed to get myself and my ma out of there, to someplace we couldn’t be found.

I got a text back from BJ about four in the morning.

It said: You did good. Lie low and speak to no one.

So, they knew you were hurt, but I still did good.

Chapter Twenty-Seven

DCI Gould clicked off his phone and fixed Dan Collier with a fiercely intent stare. “It was arson,” he said shortly. “The place reeked of petrol.”

Dan pressed his fingers to his eye sockets trying to ease the tension that had been building up in his head since he’d heard the news. He was lucky to have gotten this meeting so soon after the event, although he guessed Andee had paved the way.

“So, the question is,” Gould continued, “was the perp, or perps, targeting only the house, or did they know someone was inside?”

Dan said, “For me, the bigger question right now is, will Marcy survive it? And the next that comes to mind is, who the hell did it?”

Gould conceded the points.

“When I spoke to Andee first thing,” Dan went on, “she confirmed that all three of them, Claudia, Marcy, and Jasmine, were due to be at the dress rehearsal last night, but Marcy stayed behind at the last minute. So a change of plan that whoever did it wasn’t prepared for?”

Gould absorbed this thoughtfully. “Initial take from the scene,” he said, “is that she heard something and went to investigate. It’s probable that she tried to put the fire out but the smoke overwhelmed her.”

Not even wanting to picture Marcy’s fear and desperation, the horror she must have felt when she’d realized their beloved house was on fire, Dan said, “Have you been up there yet?”

“I came back about an hour ago. Both bedroom wings are intact, so’s the tower, but most of the kitchen, sitting room, and part of the roof have gone.”

Dan’s heart folded around a visceral ache of despair. He frowned to try and ease the tension again. “Well, it’s just a house,” he stated, certain Claudia saw it as more than that, “and I’m sure it can be fixed. What really matters is Marcy. She’s having a second surgery as we speak.”