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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

I went in again the next night but still couldn’t find it, and I spent even longer looking, always careful to put stuff back where it belonged and even waiting till I got outside to pee.

I presumed the bosses—or the PC—would accept it just wasn’t there, because that was my conclusion, but I turned out to be wrong. The job had changed now and as soon as I found out how I told BJ I wasn’t his man. He doesn’t make with the threats or anything, which is what I’m expecting, he goes on more about how much we’re going to make and all the kudos we’re going to earn with those who matter if I pull it off. Earning kudos with the bosses means a lot to him, and I have to admit I’d rather be on the right side of them than not.

Anyways, I still wasn’t keen, having never done anything like it before, but then BJ starts going on and on about the money and what a difference it was going to make for my ma if she had some cash behind her. She wanted to fix up the house as best she could, get some glass put in the boarded-up windows, replace old carpets, and put in a washing machine. It might even make it possible for me to do a proper apprenticeship as a car mechanic, or a builder, or something to help me turn respectable. I got that was probably never going to happen, not when I knew they’d come back for me anytime they felt like it.

So, I ended up telling him that before I did anything I had to talk to someone with experience of that sort to get some wisdom. The only person I knew was doing a stretch, so I got a train to Durham and by the time I came home again I was ready to roll.

I got everything together, borrowed a van, and drove up to the Heights. I’d seen you and your family a few times when I was scoping the place for break-in, but I know you’d never seen me. I was very careful about that as I watched you come and go. With it being dark and having so much wilderness to hide out in, it wasn’t hard.

Chapter Twenty-Three

“I’m going to turn the car around,” Jasmine shouted from the front door.

“OK, we’ll be right there,” Claudia called back. “Are you sure you should come?” she said to her mother, wincing as Marcy broke into another fit of sneezing. “That cold’s getting worse and you don’t want it ending up on your chest.”

“I’ll be fine,” Marcy protested, catching her breath and reaching for another tissue. “I don’t want to miss tonight.”