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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“Tell me you’re not serious,” Claudia cried, her eyes blazing with fury as she rounded on Dan. “Is that what this evening is about? You got us here on the pretense of a friendly dinner and all the time . . .” She clasped her hands to her head in raging disbelief. “I can’t believe you’d do this. Don’t you think we’ve been through enough? Look at her, that’s what that animal did to my mother and yet you seem to think it’s all right to talk to him about it, to get him to write her letters as if he’s some kind of . . . fucking pen pal . . .”

“Claudia,” Andee said softly.

“Don’t touch me,” Claudia growled, snatching her arm away from Andee’s soothing hand. “We, me and my family, are not your project, do you understand that? We don’t want you interfering in our lives, because you clearly don’t understand the first thing about what’s happened to us if this is what you’re going to do. All you apparently care about is some vile human being who goes around setting fire to people’s houses and almost killing them. No one made him do it. You do realize that, don’t you? He could have said no, walked away, done the right thing, but he didn’t. Apparently he even watched us coming and going like a bloody stalker deciding on the best time to strike, and please don’t tell me that proves he didn’t want to hurt anyone, because it’s too late for that. He’s where he deserves to be, where I hope he’ll stay for the rest of his rotten life, and if you think either of us is going to read his bloody letters, much less ever forgive him, you’re out of your minds.”

Casting a glance at Dan, Andee said, “Claudia, I understand how you feel, really I do . . .”

“No, you don’t. If you did you wouldn’t have done this. Listen to me, we want nothing to do with that monster, and I can’t believe you ever thought we would. Haven’t you seen how hard we’ve been trying to put our lives back together, to move on from it and try to forget it ever happened? Except we’ll never be able to do that, will we? One of us will bear the scars forever, in our own ways we all will, and now you seem to think that adding this to our pain is a good idea. Just what kind of people are you? We thought you were our friends, we trusted you, and yet all the time you’ve been using us as . . . experiments, pawns, seeing if you can fix us with one of your do-gooder schemes. How dare you? How could you even have thought we’d want to be involved in this?”