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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“I’ve decided it’s the only way and not for him, for me.”

Going to sit beside her, Claudia took her damaged hand between both of hers and raised it to her lips.

“It was Dan who first told us,” Marcy went on, “that it’s often harder for the families of victims to forgive than it is the victim themselves, and it seems he’s right.”

Claudia gazed into her mother’s eyes seeing past the injuries to the beauty inside her. “I don’t deserve two such wonderful people in my life,” she said softly, “but I’m very glad I have you both.”

“And we’re very glad, and very lucky, to have you. Now what we still have to decide is, what should we do about Maria? Should we take Maria on, or shouldn’t we? Would it be a step forward, or will it keep us rooted to where we are?”

Chapter Forty-Seven

“I don’t understand it,” Marcy cried, looking from Helen to Andee and back again. “Can they do this? We’re due in court next week. Why have they waited until now to change the indictment?”

“It’s almost certainly because they’re no longer confident of getting a conviction for attempted murder,” Helen replied. “In my opinion that was a wrong call from the start, but now their barrister’s got hold of it they’ve apparently woken up to what they’re much more likely to be able to make stick.”

As Marcy fell silent, Claudia said, “So tell us again what he’s being charged with.”

Consulting her tablet, Helen read aloud, “‘Count one: aggravated arson with intention to destroy property.’ He’s already pleaded guilty to that so no issue there. It’s count two that’s the problem: ‘Aggravated arson being reckless as to whether life would be endangered.’”

Marcy said, “Is that as bad as it sounds?”

Helen’s expression was far from encouraging. “Attempted murder speaks to intent, and presenting a defense to demonstrate that there was no intention to take a life, which is what we were planning, is quite different from trying to convince a jury that there was no recklessness involved in the arson. Arson by its very nature is reckless.”

Marcy and Claudia looked at each other as they digested this new turn of events. “Have you told him?” Claudia asked turning back to Helen.

Helen nodded. “I spoke to him earlier. He’s still taking it in. We’re due to speak again later to discuss his plea.”

“What will you advise him to do?” Marcy wanted to know.

Helen shook her head and sighed. “If he pleads guilty to the second count as well as the first, the judge could be inclined to impose a lesser sentence.”

“So how long could it be?” Marcy asked.

“Worst-case scenario? Fifteen years.”