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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Chapter Fifty-Three
  56. Chapter Fifty-Four
  57. Chapter Fifty-Five
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Book
  62. Read On
  63. Praise for Susan Lewis and Her Books
  64. Also by Susan Lewis
  65. About the Publisher

“If they get read, and it’s a big if. I guess you’re prepared for this to backfire horribly? The very fact that you’ve been engaging, in a sympathetic sense, with the boy who caused her injuries could turn her against you and him for good.”

“It’s a risk I’m prepared to take, because I believe that beneath all the negative feelings she’s experiencing right now, her natural empathy is alive and well. And it’s that, more than anything, that’ll help her to start moving past the trauma. Would you agree with that?”

“We wouldn’t be having this conversation if I didn’t. So now, do you want to hear what I think of the letters?”

He gestured for her to go ahead.

Opening the file they’d been scanned to on her laptop, she said slowly, thoughtfully, “He writes more honestly than I expected him to, and probably better than he imagined he could, but is he winning my heart?”

Dan waited, keen for an honest answer.

“Not entirely,” she confessed, “although I think my feelings about it don’t really matter, it’s Marcy and Claudia he has to reach and the way to do that is for him to confirm a connection to Huxley-Browne. If you or Helen had persuaded him to do that there would be a much better chance of these letters even getting into their hands.”

With a sigh he said, “You’re right, and I’m still working on it, but if I push too hard it could make him clam up altogether.”

“We know threats have been made against his mother to keep him quiet, so how to get around that?”

“Good question,” Dan said. “He talks in his letters about the supply of chemsex drugs to PC clients and we know Huxley-Browne and his cronies were users. I’d say it’s very probably the middlemen, the suppliers, this BJ character and the gang bosses, who’ve made the threats either on Huxley-Browne’s behalf, or their own.”

“Or both.” Andee returned to the letters. “Have you told Archie yet that you’re about to show these to Marcy?”

“He knows it’s imminent, but I don’t plan to discuss it with him until we have a clearer idea of which way it’s going to go.”

Andee glanced up at the sound of voices outside. “Looks like we’re about to take our first step in finding out,” she told him, and closing the files on her laptop, she went to open the front door.

Chapter Thirty-Seven