This too was a Defining Moment and, like its predecessor, it set forth the Second Rule of Our Relationship: We have Absolutes; I have absolute freedom; he accepts and lives under My absolute control; this applies to all aspects; there are no exceptions. From the beginning, my sexual needs, energy and performance levels far exceeded his own and these disparities have, of course, progressively increased over time. This was hardly surprising given the difference in our ages. Patrick was realistic enough, not only to accept this, but actively encouraged the exercise of my new-found sexual freedom.

Consistency with the exercise of my sexual freedom and my now-Maternal relationship with Patrick, of course, required the formalization of my marriage and, for him, a program of male chastity. I had already initiated a progressive reduction in his conjugal activity as early as my first year of law school, in favor of supervised masturbation privileges.

These too, however, I was determined to eliminate as well, in favor of bi-weekly milkings. This, I explained, was necessary to move his love for me to a higher plane and to afford me closer control. You cannot imagine my happiness when, on hearing this, he simply broke down and cried. In his tearful acceptance, I now saw there would never be resistance to me or to My Authority.

This redefinition of my marriage took nearly a full year to implement, and required a considerable effort on both our parts, which ultimately proved very rewarding. Patrick's journey into total submission to me led us to Infantilism. We each have roles. I, Mother-Goddess, loving, but always strict; He, the small, adoring and obedient child. The redefinition of my marriage completed, I now pursued both my law career and my freedom with renewed vigor. During the next three years, I became a full partner, made numerous successful investments and completed My Doctorate of Legal Letters. I remodeled my home, adding numerous objet d'arte and expanded it to palatial proportions with the addition of two large wings. My name was added to the San Francisco Social Register, greatly increasing both the number and quality of my social contacts and commensurately widening my erotic opportunities.

I filled out and, with routine workouts, toned up my already voluptuous body. I now resembled a large, muscular version of Anita Ekberg or Melanie Griffith. This I set off with a complete new wardrobe complete with business attire, evening gowns, expensive jewelry and, of course, lingerie. My sexual rebirth was wonderfully gratifying to me both physically and psychologically. My lovers included professionals, businessmen, and other celebrities.

Patrick's infantilization is a logical derivative of this process. For several years now, my relationship with him has steadily evolved in a progressively maternal direction. Infantilism has enabled Patrick and I to enjoy a very special and close relationship.”