Chapters (52)
- COVER PAGE
- DEDICATION
- PART ONE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- PART TWO
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHORS
When they got into bed, Evie cocooned herself in Hugo, who seemed a little more himself.
‘Evie, I don’t want you to leave. Ever.’
‘Where would I go?’ Evie said, yawning.
‘I’m serious. I’m the happiest when we’re together. You make me calm. You make me feel like I can do anything.’
‘Because you can!’
‘See, I need that kind of blind faith in my life!’ Hugo said, nuzzling into her.
‘Well, good thing for you, I’m here for the long haul.’
‘Then let’s do this.’
‘Do what?’ Evie said, her eyelids heavy as she fought off sleep.
‘Stay with me forever. Move in. Be with me.’
Evie pulled back, searching for Hugo’s eyes in the darkness. ‘Really?’
‘Really! If you did, you would make me the happiest man.’
Evie smiled, even though she knew he couldn’t see her. Her heart soaring, she replied, ‘Let’s do it.’
And just like that, they were living together.
EIGHTEEN
Eighteen
It was weird at first, living with Hugo. It was, after all, the first time Evie had ever shared a house with a male (who wasn’t her father). Evie wasn’t really surprised to learn that Hugo was neater than her, better at keeping the fridge stocked than her, and almost never resented pulling hair out of the drain. He tried to make Evie as comfortable as possible, even offering to make Bunny an ‘outdoor cat’, which Evie knew was just about the biggest gesture he could’ve made. But Evie had refused. Her allergies around short-haired cats like Bunny weren’t that bad, and she didn’t really mind popping an antihistamine or two a day. And Hugo more than made up for the occasional sneeze and ticklish throat. He was thoughtful and considerate and even left her little sticky notes on the milk carton. Corny stuff like ‘I am moo-ved by you’ and ‘I cow-dn’t live without you’. She would tease him and say, ‘I thought you were some kind of author?’, to which he would respond, ‘I knew I should have pulled the damn book.’
But it was these little acts of kindness that made Evie love Hugo even more, and she relished those early weeks of cohabitation bliss.
Yet, while Hugo seemed buoyed by her presence, his nervous energy from the night of his near meltdown with Liam lingered. Without a manuscript to tend to, Evie would often find him pacing the flat, his hands unused to being still. Evie was patient and loving, trying where she could to keep things positive and upbeat. Her unwavering optimism seemed to provide him with some sense of calm, and it felt good to be able to help. She was also reassured to know that even somebody as successful as Hugo wasn’t immune to crippling self-doubt.