Chapters (52)
- COVER PAGE
- DEDICATION
- PART ONE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- PART TWO
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHORS
‘Yeah,’ said Meg.
Evie considered it for a while, then said, ‘I used to think it might. But Dad had never intended to stay in Australia until he met Mum. And when she got pregnant with me, she agreed they’d spend some time living in England while Granny and Grandpa were still young enough to enjoy their grandchildren. With me finishing Year 10, and Granny getting sick, I guess Dad thought it was then or never.’
‘I don’t really remember what it was like to live in Melbourne,’ Meg admitted. ‘I like going back there for holidays and going to Mentone and stuff, but London feels more like my home now.’
Evie let the memories of afternoons spent frolicking in the waves at Mentone Beach and eating fish and chips on the pier wash over her. Of melted ice-creams, and late nights playing Monopoly, and the snake-shaped sweets her mother used to reward her with after early-morning swim classes. The Australian part of her life seemed washed with a warm, yellowy glow, whereas those early years in London had been bogged down with dark greys and a smoky haze. Until she’d met Hugo, she’d always had a sense she’d go back and work in Australia for a few years. Ben had always said how great it would be to do some documentary projects there.
‘Maybe if they’d stayed in Melbourne, it would have been Dad giving Mum a hard time about moving. Maybe we can’t blame everything on grumpy old London. Plus, if we hadn’t come here, we would have never discovered this amazing place,’ said Evie brightly, gesturing to the pulsing crowd around them. ‘And it’s nice hanging out just us two.’
‘Yeah, good riddance I say,’ Meg declared, beginning to sound more like herself again. ‘Who needs them anyway!’
‘Yeah, who needs them!’ Evie said with forced bravado.
They continued on, finishing their lunch and revelling in the atmosphere swelling around them. Evie hoped her parents would stay together longer than they had last time around, for Meg’s sake. Meg, who gave off this aura of calm determination. Who often seemed wise beyond her years, but still slept cuddling her favourite stuffed toy dog.
In that moment, Evie vowed to be a better big sister. To not let herself become so consumed in her own feelings that she didn’t see her sister’s. Evie had, after all, already had years to grieve the loss of what she thought was the ultimate goal—a happy marriage and a happy family. But perhaps—and she couldn’t believe she was only just realising this now—a happy family didn’t have to come in the form of a predictable, nuclear one.
‘I got you, baby girl,’ Evie said, looking down affectionately at Meg.
Meg faltered for a moment, then said, ‘Don’t be lame, Evie,’ while smiling a broad, puppy dog smile.
TWENTY-EIGHT
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