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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“At dawn on the second day of the invasion,” Avi continued, “a group of us left camp and walked to Assen. Nobody stopped us because the country had much bigger things to worry about than a bunch of Jewish refugees. The Nazis weren’t in Assen yet, so we boarded a train, planning to travel to the coast in Zeeland. We hoped to hire a fishing boat or some other ship to cross the channel to England. I planned to come here and get both of you so we could escape to England together.”

“I also looked into booking passage to England immediately after the invasion,” Abba said. “A few ships were able to make it across in the early days before the surrender, but the Nazis quickly took control of the Dutch coastline. Crews and passengers of any vessels they caught trying to cross the channel were sent to the labor camp in Mauthausen or shot on sight.”

Avi closed his eyes for a moment, shaking his head. “We never made it that far. On the very first day, our train was forced to stop near Zwolle because the railroad bridge across the IJssel River had been blown up. We boarded a different train, planning to head toward the northern coast instead. We made it only as far as Leeuwarden when the war halted us again. The people in Friesland were very kind when they heard our story and offered us food and shelter in their homes. But we were a large group and difficult to hide, and the Nazis soon found out about us. We fled once again rather than endanger our hosts, but the Nazis chased us down and took us back to Westerbork.”

“You were trapped again?”

Avi nodded. “But before the Nazis had time to count and register everyone, I decided to escape across the heath alone. I’ve been traveling ever since.”

“All the way across the Netherlands?”

“Yes. Mostly at night, avoiding the main roads and Nazi roadblocks. So many bridges have been destroyed that I had to swim across canals and rivers in places. The main roads are well guarded. But many wonderful people helped me along the way, feeding me and ferrying me across rivers . . . And now I’m here.”

Miriam gripped his icy hand, trying to warm it between her own. Avi had nothing with him —no bag, no extra clothing.

“You must be starving!” Miriam said. She was reluctant to leave his side, but she rose and quickly filled a plate with leftovers and bread from their supper. She sat beside him at the table, watching him wolf it down.

“That bread is from our Shabbat dinner,” Abba said. “Miriam has learned how to make challah.” Abba’s smile, so rare these days, was warm and tender. He loved Avi too.

“You’re still keeping Shabbat?” Avi asked.