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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“Every one of us is in danger as long as the Nazis remain in power. The only truly safe place to be is in God’s hands.”

Ans began to feel calm again as she listened to Opa’s soothing voice. For the first time since leaving Leiden, her heart wasn’t flailing wildly as if trying to escape from her chest.

“I’ve had to tell so many lies, Opa, and I know what the Bible says about lying. Ever since I was Maaike’s age, you’ve drilled into me how much God hates liars. But I’m working with the Resistance now, trying to save lives, and that means I have to lie all the time.”

“Here, take her for a moment,” he said, shifting the baby into Ans’s arms. “I want to read you the verses from Proverbs that I used in last week’s sermon.” He stood and retrieved his Bible from the table, then sat beside her again, paging through it. The familiar rustling of the thin pages was somehow comforting. “Here’s what it says, Ans —and it’s a command: ‘Rescue those being led away to death; hold back those staggering toward slaughter. If you say, “But we knew nothing about this,” does not he who weighs the heart perceive it? Does not he who guards your life know it? Will he not repay everyone according to what they have done?’ I believe God is on our side in this work we’re doing. And you’re certainly not alone in doing it.”

“So it’s okay to lie?”

“It’s not. But the Jewish midwives lied to Pharaoh in order to save Jewish babies. Moses was one of those rescued children, and he led millions to freedom. There’s a difference between lying to save yourself and for your selfish ends —to get yourself out of trouble or make yourself look good —and lying to save another person’s life. A huge difference.”

“The people I work with in the Resistance may be coming to see you. They need safe hiding places, and I told them you might be able to help. You know which people in the village to trust.”

“Yes, of course I’ll help. But now look at the time,” he said as the mantel clock struck the hour. “I need to drive you out to the farm before curfew.”

“It’s already past curfew. Won’t you get into trouble?”

“I’m allowed a little leeway as a pastor. Deaths and illnesses and other crises have no respect for curfews. But perhaps you’d better sleep at the farm tonight rather than risk coming back with me. Let me turn out these lights, and we’ll go.”

CHAPTER 33