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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Now, as Miriam lay tossing in bed, she knew tonight was going to be another sleepless night. She glanced at her little alarm clock —twenty minutes past midnight —and sighed. The crack of light beneath her bedroom door told her that Abba was also awake. She punched her pillow and closed her eyes, then sat up again when she heard a sound outside. Was someone knocking on the downstairs door? It was right below her bedroom window. She rose, and when she opened her bedroom door, she saw that Abba had heard it too. Miriam followed him downstairs, thinking it might be one of Mrs. Spielman’s sons from Amsterdam, and the elderly woman might not have heard the knock. It was after curfew, so whoever it was needed to get inside quickly.

Abba unlocked the door and opened it a crack. A moment later, he flung it wide. “Avraham!”

Miriam gave a cry of joy and rushed into Avi’s arms. He crushed her to himself, and she rocked in his arms, both of them weeping. His body was so cold. And wet. Yet Avraham Leopold was wonderfully alive —and here! Miriam prayed she wasn’t dreaming.

“I thought I would never see you again!” she said.

“I had to find you, Miriam. I had to be with you.”

“Shh, shh!” Abba said. “Come inside, quickly!” He pulled them into the tiny vestibule and led the way upstairs. Miriam and Avi stumbled up the steps behind him, clinging to each other, unwilling to let go.

“How did you get here?” Abba asked when they were safely inside. “There are Nazi soldiers everywhere.”

“I walked a good part of the way,” he said with a little laugh.

“All the way across the country?”

Avi nodded. He looked exhausted, his clothes and shoes in tatters. Miriam led him to the sofa and he sank down with her still clinging to him. She wouldn’t let go of him, couldn’t stop looking at his beloved face, afraid he would disappear.

“When we learned that the Nazis had invaded,” Avi said, “everyone in Westerbork was terrified. We knew we would be trapped there and probably shipped east if the Nazis won.”

“There is a great deal of despair among our people,” Abba said. “My rabbi said hundreds of Jews in Amsterdam have committed suicide rather than fall into Nazi hands.”

The news made Miriam shiver. Abba had kept it from her until now. But it made Avi’s safe arrival all the more miraculous. He was here! In their apartment!