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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

After breakfast, Miriam took out her violin to play for her daughter. She’d been trembling too greatly throughout the first day to even attempt it. “This is a lullaby I used to play for you when you were a baby. It was your favorite.” Miriam lifted the instrument that was so much a part of her and played from the wellspring of love in her soul. Elisheva didn’t move as she listened, her dark eyes shining. She remembers. Her heart remembers.

“Play more!” she said, clapping her hands when Miriam finished. Rietje and the residents of Meijers House had done the same. Music had power to heal. Miriam had felt dead inside for so long, but music provided the bridge back to living. She played everything she knew by heart, losing track of time as she filled in all the years that had been lost. At last she stopped, exhausted in body and soul, aware of where she was again. Her beloved daughter was still sitting with rapt attention.

“She has always loved music,” Lena said. “In the first months she was here and missing you so terribly, singing to her was the only way to soothe her to sleep.”

Lena loves her too, Miriam realized. And she was grateful.

Suddenly Ans’s brother began shouting from outside, “Ans! Mama! Everyone, come here!” Miriam hurried outside with the others. Her heart stopped when she saw what the fuss was about.

Avi!

He was climbing off Professor Huizenga’s decrepit bicycle, letting it fall to the ground, running forward to embrace her. Neither of them could stand. They fell to their knees, wrapped in each other’s arms. How she’d dreamed of this day, fearing in her darkest moments that it would never come. Avi was alive! He was alive! Their daughter was alive! And for the very first time in many years, Miriam heard the song of the wind in the trees and the birds singing praises to God.

EPILOGUE

FALL 1945

Lena stuck a fork into one of the potatoes bubbling in a pot on the stove. Almost done. She was grateful to have food to cook again, her root cellar full after a good fall harvest. She crossed to the sink, glancing out the window as she passed it, watching for Ans. Avraham and Wim were returning from the cow pasture with Bep riding on her abba’s shoulders. She was comfortable with him now, after these past few months together. They had all laughed when Avi had shown them that he could milk a cow. “I learned how while hiding out on a farm like this one,” he’d said proudly. How good it was to see their family reunited and thriving again.

“I finished setting the table,” Maaike said. “May I go outside and watch for Ans?”

Lena smoothed Maaike’s fair hair from her face. “Yes, you may. And be sure to let me know when she gets here.”