Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“Yes, you too.” She chose one of their favorite stories, one she knew by heart after all these months. The flickering candlelight added to the drama. Miriam had just finished when a vehicle pulled up out front. She put her finger to her lips, saying, “Shh . . . ,” and hoped Frits would obey. Doors slammed and she heard men’s voices outside. The front door opened and heavy boots tromped across the wooden floor.

“They’re in there,” someone said. “We’ll need three stretchers.” Miriam held her breath during all the commotion that followed, waiting to see if the Nazis would search the house afterwards. At last, the front door closed for the final time. The vehicle drove away. All was quiet.

“What good boys you are,” Miss Willy said when she peeked into the bedroom. “Say good night to Rietje and Christina, now. They need to go to bed too.”

As Miriam passed her in the doorway, Miss Willy whispered, “Thank you.”

“Cornelia is going to need her medicine,” Miriam whispered back.

“I know. Hannie is with her. Good night.”

“Good night.”

The evening’s events left Miriam shaken and drained of strength. The sisters were such kind, compassionate women, caring with dignity and love for the broken souls whom others had rejected. To have their home invaded by the Nazis, even for an hour, seemed an outrage. Yet the sisters had treated the Nazis with kindness as well. Miriam shuddered at the memory of how close her enemies had been to her. The fear that made her stomach ache was going to keep her awake all night.

CHAPTER 44

The hen squawked and tried to peck Ans’s hand as she pushed it off the nest to check for eggs. “Ha! I’m faster than you are,” she told the disgruntled hen. “I’ve had years of practice.” She ducked out of the coop and carried the basket of eggs into the farmhouse to wash them.

Ans was Bernandina Kamp now, according to her forged ID card, and worked as a maid on a farm much like her parents’. She’d longed to escape from farm life and it now had become her refuge. Jo and Hans Dykstra were in their thirties and, with six children to care for, were grateful for Ans’s help washing diapers and dishes, tending chickens, and preparing meals while Jo nursed a colicky baby. Ans guessed that two of the children were Jewish, but she knew better than to ask questions.

The family hid other people besides Ans. Onderduikers came and went, and four Jewish boys in their teens helped with the farmwork, then hid in the outbuildings or the thick woods behind the farm whenever the Nazis came. The boys enjoyed telling stories of their close calls. “One time we were shoveling out the cow stalls when the Nazis came and Johan dove into the manure pile to hide. We wouldn’t let him near us for days!”