Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Miriam nodded. “Yes. Our landlady has been teaching me how to cook and bake. She eats Shabbat dinner with us sometimes. Families from Abba’s synagogue have also invited us.”

“We continued celebrating Shabbat at Westerbork, too,” Avi said. “Our simple dinners grew until we filled the entire dining hall on Friday nights.”

“And now you need to go to bed and rest,” Abba said when Avi finished eating. “You look exhausted.” Miriam stroked his bearded cheek. How she loved his broad grin, his beautiful, shining eyes.

“Yes, thank you. I will.” He stood, pulling Miriam to her feet. “But before I sleep, Professor Jacobs, there’s something I must ask you. None of us has any idea what will happen now that the Nazis have occupied this country, and —”

“I know exactly what will happen, Avraham. The same things that happened to us in Germany will happen here. The Nazis will forbid me to teach. We’ll be required to register and to wear yellow stars. They will take our property and our money and our freedom. They will demonize us and persecute us and turn us into their slaves.”

“I know . . . I know,” Avi said sadly. “I fear it as well. Right now, there’s no way out of the Netherlands, no sympathetic border we can cross, no neighbor to offer asylum. The Nazis surround us on every side. That’s why, with your permission, I would like to ask Miriam to marry me. I’m in love with her.”

His words stole Miriam’s breath, but from joy this time. She had yearned to hear him say those words during the long weeks they’d written to each other. She’d dreamed of this moment on the endless nights when she couldn’t sleep. She had never dared to hope it would happen.

“I know we’re young,” Avi continued, “but these are uncertain times, and I would like to bind my life to Miriam’s for as long as our lives may last.”

“Is this what you also want, Miriam?”

“Yes, Abba. With all my heart.”

Tears filled Abba’s eyes. “Of course you have my blessing, my children. Of course you do!”

“I’ll find work to support us, Professor. From now on, the three of us will live every day to the fullest for as long as we’re able. May we make our home here with you?”

His tears brimmed and rolled down his cheeks. “Yes! Our new little family will stay together always.”

Miriam hugged him tightly. “Thank you, Abba!”

“How soon would you like to marry?”

“I would marry her tonight if it was possible!” Avi replied. “No one knows what tomorrow will bring.”

Miriam released her father and took Avi’s hand. “I’ll ask my friend Ans what we’re required to do in this country.”

“And I will talk to the rabbi,” Abba said. “You will be married beneath a chuppah at the synagogue.”