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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“First thing tomorrow, we’ll get a listing of available apartments from an agent. It will have to be a furnished apartment, naturally, because they won’t have brought much with them, will they? I’ll insist on one with lots of windows. Good light is very important when so many of our winter days are gray and dreary. Of course, they may stay with us for as long as it takes, but I understand the importance of having a place of one’s own after an upheaval like the one they’ve suffered.”

The professor reached for his wife’s fluttering hand, stilling it. “Eloise, my love. You haven’t eaten. You’ll need your strength if you’re planning a busy day.”

“No, what I need is sleep. Plenty of sleep. I think I’ll go to bed now so we can get an early start.” She rose from the table, and Ans knew her well enough by now to be certain she wouldn’t be convinced to return.

Eloise poured herself into the task of finding a furnished apartment with a feverish intensity that worried her husband. He cautioned Ans not to leave her side. By the end of the week, they’d found three possibilities, and Eloise turned her attention to readying her town house for their guests. She asked Ans to help put fresh linens on the beds in the spare bedrooms, ignoring the housekeeper’s protests that it was her job to do it. They shopped for flowers and French pastries. While the professor drove to the station to meet the train, Eloise set out coffee and tea in her best china cups and arranged the pastries on a platter. Queen Wilhelmina herself might have been coming to visit. By the time their guests arrived, Eloise’s agitated state made Ans feel more dread than anticipation.

Ans greeted the Jewish father and daughter at the door, struck by how haunted and ghostly they looked, as if the essence of them had been left behind in Germany. They arrived with only three suitcases and a violin case, which the daughter held closely. Mr. Jacobs looked as though he’d once been heavier and could use some of Mama’s hearty farm dinners with potatoes and butter and fresh cream to regain his vigor. Miriam Jacobs was slender and pale, like a plant in need of sunlight and fertile soil. She was strikingly pretty, with dark hair and eyes, and she moved with the graceful elegance of a ballerina. But Ans noticed how her hands trembled as she reached for her teacup or selected one of the pastries from the plate.

“You speak German?” Miriam asked in surprise as Ans began chatting with her.

“Yes, a little —I could use practice.”

“I learned some Dutch in the camp,” Miriam said. “Maybe you can teach me more.”