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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Eloise’s fork clattered onto the dish. “You want to invite Germans here? To our home?” There was a note of panic in her voice as the color drained from her fair cheeks, and Ans grew alert. This was the first hint she’d seen of Eloise’s altering moods. Ans watched Professor Huizenga to see how he would react.

“Eloise. Look at me.” He reached for her hand, waiting until she did. “Our guests have also suffered from their tyranny. Professor Jacobs and his daughter came to the Netherlands for refuge, just as you did after the war. The foolish Nazis will no longer allow him to teach at the University of Cologne because he’s Jewish.”

“So they know what it’s like?”

“Yes, my love. They know. But I can make other arrangements —”

“No. No, don’t do that. Of course they may stay here.” Her smile seemed forced. Ans saw the heroic effort Eloise was making to regain her balance.

“I’ve arranged for him to lecture at the university. His daughter, Miriam, is about your age, Ans. They’ve been living in a refugee camp, but I’ve offered to let them stay with us until they find an apartment. Perhaps you could help them?”

“I would be happy to,” Ans said. He had directed attention away from his wife, smoothly and deliberately, to give her a chance to recover. “I know my way around Leiden pretty well now. Will they want to live near the university?”

“I assume so. Or perhaps near the synagogue off Korevaarstraat. Do you know where that is? Across the canal from the science buildings?”

“I don’t think I’ve ever noticed a synagogue.”

“You wouldn’t, necessarily. It’s a plain brick building. Jews don’t build steeples like we do or draw attention to their synagogues in any special way.”

The only Jewish person Ans knew was the wizened tinker who made his rounds in a horse-drawn cart, sharpening knives and selling pots and pans in her village and the surrounding farms. But like everyone else in the Netherlands, Ans had heard about the persecution of Jews in Germany. Jewish families had been streaming across the border into her tiny country in the tens of thousands. She’d seen pictures in the newspaper of the overcrowded Westerbork refugee camp.

Eloise was no longer eating. She had pushed her plate away, unfinished. Her hands fluttered like trapped birds as she straightened her silverware and moved her water glass. “Those poor people . . . ,” she murmured. “What they must have endured. When will our guests arrive, Herman?”

“Later this week, by train. You need to finish eating, my dear.”

Eloise didn’t seem to hear him. “We’ll make them feel welcome, won’t we, Ans?”

“I’ll be happy to —”