Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“I’d be happy to. We can practice both languages together.” Ans liked Miriam immediately and looked forward to having another friend her age. But she also kept an eye on Eloise, who seemed to withdraw inside herself, not saying a word, as everyone around her spoke in German.

“You seem tired, Eloise, my dear,” Professor Huizenga said when they finished their tea. “Why don’t you go upstairs and rest?” He turned to their guests. “You must be weary too. If you’ll please excuse my wife and me, Ans will show you to your rooms and help you get settled.”

Ans carried one of the suitcases as she led Miriam and her father to their rooms on the third floor. Miriam’s room was small and stuffy from lack of use, even though Ans had opened the windows to the warm September air. She was about to apologize for its condition, but before she could get the words out, Miriam twirled in a circle like a child, taking everything in.

“This room is so pretty!” She ran her hand over the flowered bedspread as if caressing it. “We were grateful for the refugee camp, but there was nothing lovely there. I’ve missed color and beauty.” She lifted the vase of flowers from the dresser and inhaled their scent. Ans was glad she and Eloise had walked to the flower market to purchase them.

“I know the Huizengas are very happy to have you here, Miriam. I’ll leave you for now so you can rest and get settled. Let me know if you need anything else.”

“Well . . . to be honest, I would love to go for a walk outside, if it’s safe.”

“It’s very safe to walk around Leiden. We can go for a walk right now, if you’d like.”

Miriam smiled for the first time. She crossed the hall and knocked on her father’s door to ask if he wanted to join them.

“Next time, perhaps. I’m going to write a letter to your mother and tell her where we are.”

The walk seemed to energize Miriam and put life and color back into her cheeks. “Cologne, where I grew up, was also a beautiful city,” she said. “But by the time we left, it was no longer safe for us to go for a walk. And there were very few places to go, since we weren’t allowed in the public parks or theaters or other ordinary places.”

“Because you’re Jewish?”

She nodded. “I was a prisoner in our house. It was the same at Westerbork except the camp is in the country. There was still no place to go.”

“You’ll like Leiden. People walk everywhere, and they especially enjoy an evening stroll after dinner. There are a lot of nice cafés, or you can go to a concert or the movies. Sometimes I go to dances with my friends.”