Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise for Lynn Austin
- Also by Lynn Austin
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- EPILOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- A Note from the Author
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
Miriam began trembling again when they halted outside the farmhouse, an earthquake deep in her soul. Ans waved at the two men standing in the barn doorway. “That’s my papa and my brother, Wim.” She thanked the driver and helped Miriam from the truck. Miriam longed to run, but her legs could barely hold her. “This is Bep’s mother, Miriam Leopold,” Ans told her father.
“Bep’s playing out back. I’ll take you to her.” Ans and her father had to hold Miriam up as they walked through the barn and outside again. She saw a woman working in the garden and two girls playing nearby. The beautiful child with the long dark braids was her daughter.
“Bep, Lena, come here,” Ans’s father called.
“You must be Miriam. I’m Lena,” the woman said. “I’m so happy to see you!” Lena had tears in her eyes. Elisheva was holding the other girl’s hand as they walked over. Miriam knelt down to face her daughter.
“Elisheva . . . ,” she breathed. She ached to hold her, but Elisheva didn’t remember her.
Lena rested her hand on Elisheva’s back. “Bep, honey . . . this is your mother, from the photograph album. She’s here!”
“May I give you a hug?” Miriam asked. Her daughter looked up at Lena, and in a heartbeat, Lena knelt down and enfolded both of them in her arms, holding Elisheva between them so she wouldn’t be afraid. Her little body was warm and sweaty and alive. Miriam could feel her heartbeat. She inhaled the scent of the wind in her hair. Until the day she died, Miriam would never forget the exquisite joy of this moment.
With Lena’s patient help, Elisheva warmed up to Miriam in the hours that followed. Bep showed her the doll she’d received for a present and the clothes her sister Maaike had sewn for it. “What’s your doll’s name?” Miriam asked.
“Nollie. She sleeps with me.”
Miriam held Elisheva’s hand as she and her brother, Wim, gave a tour of the farm and all the animals. Miriam couldn’t take her eyes off her child. She especially loved hearing her laugh. She had Avi’s wonderful smile. He would always be with Miriam in their daughter’s smile.
Miriam slept on a mattress in Elisheva’s bedroom that night to be near her. And so she could gaze at her in the moonlight and watch her sleep. She was alive. She was real. They were together again. Miriam helped her dress in the morning and brushed and braided her hair. Each simple act was a gift.