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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“I will.” Maaike dashed off through the door. Lena thanked God that her daughter was becoming less anxious, her nightmares fading into the past. It had been Wim who’d helped Maaike chase away her fears, assuring her as they walked to school and back every day that the Nazis were gone for good.

The beautiful strains of Miriam’s violin drifted down from upstairs as Lena worked. She would miss hearing Miriam play. Her music had blessed all of them as they’d shed the last layers of gloom from the war. Pieter had invited the Leopolds to live with them while they regained their strength and decided what came next. Truus and the other gossiping villagers now knew the truth about Bep. Ans’s reputation had been vindicated. These past months with her parents had given Bep a chance to get to know them again —and Lena’s family had time to say goodbye to her.

Bep was fascinated with Miriam’s violin and comfortable sitting on her lap in the evenings as Avi read from the Psalms. They were leaving soon, and Lena would miss them all —but especially little Bep. She was Lena’s beloved daughter, and yet Lena couldn’t hang on to her any more than she could hang on to her other children. The time would come when she would release all of them into God’s capable hands. Miriam had taught her that.

The potatoes were done. Lena had cooked them with apples, and she mashed them together now to serve with the meatballs that were staying warm in the oven. It was one of Ans’s favorite meals.

“She’s here! She’s here! Ans is here!” Maaike called from outside.

Lena smiled to herself. Ans had left home a strong-willed teenager and had suffered much during the war, enduring trials that Lena never would have wished on her beautiful daughter. But Ans had allowed God to use hardship and suffering to transform her into a strong woman of faith. Lena hurried through the door to welcome her home. Ans had regained the weight she’d lost in prison and looked wonderfully healthy again.

“Are you hungry?” Lena asked after hugging her tightly. “You must be after your long bicycle ride. Come inside and eat.”

“Look at Ans’s new bicycle, Mama,” Maaike said.

“It’s not brand-new,” Ans said, laughing. “I got it at a sale of bicycles that were confiscated during the war. Maybe you can get one too.”