Chapters (19)
JENNIFER: I mean the light. You’re not seeing, like, little flares in the corner of your eyes, are you?
JOHN: Well, let’s see. (He tries to look into the corners of his eyes. Then stares out, intently. Maybe he imagines himself, very clearly, dying, or, perhaps, sitting in a chair, in a severely disabled state. Brief pause) Sorry, no. Negative. No little flares.
JENNIFER: Well, that’s good.
JOHN: I probably seem like I have it all under control.
JENNIFER: Yeah, you really don’t.
JOHN (Very brief pause): I was so glad I couldn’t see Pony’s face when I went blind.
JENNIFER: I wonder what I looked like.
JOHN: I’m sure you were fine.
JENNIFER: Bob got really claustrophobic. He never believed me when I was saying, one more step this way, or, it’s two more steps down.
JOHN: That couldn’t have felt very good.
JENNIFER: No. It didn’t. Like I would want him to fall down and get hurt.
JOHN: I wish Pony had helped me, but I was glad she didn’t.
JENNIFER: You should go see someone and make sure everything’s all right. You could go see Bob’s doctor, Dr. Leavey. He’s a specialist but he’s very good.
JOHN: I’ve seen him a few times.
JENNIFER: You have?
JOHN: That was why we moved here, originally. Don’t tell Pony, though.
JENNIFER: You can’t just say that.
JOHN: I just did. And please, don’t. Come on, you knew all this.
JENNIFER: No, I didn’t. How would I know that? What did Dr. Leavey say?
JOHN: What’s he supposed to say?
JENNIFER: So, I’m trying to understand, you have HLS?
JOHN: It sounds so sporty when you use the initials.
JENNIFER: God, I’m sorry. This is just, I mean, what are the chances?
JOHN: One-in-something, I guess. Which is really all you need.
JENNIFER: So, you’ve started treatment?
JOHN: Or, actually, I guess you’d take the total number of people and divide it by the total number of diseases. But I’m not a mathematician. I don’t think there’s really a treatment, Jennifer.
JENNIFER: Well, we can hope.
JOHN: We can do a lot of things.
JENNIFER: So you’re just going through all this alone?
JOHN: Listen, I’m a very spiritual man.
JENNIFER: I’m sure you are.
JOHN: I take it back, actually. I’m not that spiritual.