Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Amaris’s heart tugged at the thoughtful gesture. She copied his actions, placing the branch beneath her to create a thin barrier between herself and the earth as she balled herself up for sleep. She curled her knees against her chest, huddling as tightly as she could. So much had happened between sunrise and sunset. That very morning she’d been with Nox. It was in the violet lights of dawn that Nox’s dark eyes had opened and she had silently dressed as she prepared to run with her. But between Millicent, the dagger, the matrons, and the escape, it felt as though a lifetime had passed.
Sleeping on the forest floor, tucked into a tight ball under her cloak, made for the coldest, most miserable night of her young life. She couldn’t imagine how much more frigid the night might have been if this cut of evergreen kept her any warmer than some bleak alternative. Amaris’s mind thought of the frozen meats that were stored in the boxes chipped from ice in the winter and that rested in the snowbanks beyond Farleigh’s doors. She was willing to bet that her thighs resembled the frostbitten slabs of beef that had been thawed and cooked in the orphanage’s kitchens. Except, she had yet to defrost if something hoped to eat her.
Between the dull pulse of her healing wounds, the burn of her muscles, the maddening hurt of her tailbone, and the deeply bone-chilling temperatures, Amaris was quite certain she was in the most pathetic state she’d ever been.
There were no hooting owls to keep her company this time. Every so often, the moonlight revealed something as glossy shapes reflected against its silver beams. She would have sworn the yellow orbs of eyes stared right back at her.
She was scared. She was frozen. She hurt like no other.
None of it mattered.
She welcomed the pain like a new friend. She invited the chill to invade her muscles, her blood, her bones. Amaris didn’t doubt her decision. She would rather freeze to death or be eaten by whatever unholy monster looked at her between the gaps in trees than have left with the jewel-toned Madame in her glossy, black carriage. Not a single stab of pain, twinge of fear, or dread of the future as she lay on the forest floor made her wish she were in Millicent’s possession.
Somehow, she slept.
It hadn’t been a long sleep, nor was it a restful one. However cold she’d been in the late hours of night was nothing compared to the frigid immobility she felt in the early morning. Her fingers were stiff. Her ears burned with the early signs of frostbite before she began chafing her cloak against them to get the blood flowing. It was not yet sunrise, and the pewter sky was all the light they needed to get going.