Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
She understood Ash wasn’t truly angry with her, even if his words had said as much. He was just angry—angry at his helplessness, angry that he couldn’t have saved them or have done more. She wished she’d had the wherewithal to engage the guards directly. She hadn’t known enough of her power or its limits to think to address the ones surrounding them, focused solely on the queen. Of course, Ash burned against the injustice. His rage had nowhere to go, no place to fall but on the fruitlessness of what-ifs. What if, indeed. What if she had known, somehow, that commanding the queen was in vain and that her attention had needed to pivot to the captors around her? What if Amaris had been born a brown-haired girl to a happy family and a safe village, never having heard of child mills or places called Farleigh? What if Raascot and Farehold had excellent relations between benevolent rulers and there was no curse? What if. They were the two most useless words in the common tongue.
She didn’t possess the vocabulary for everything she felt. Being trapped in this dungeon was like being kept away from market day, but with violence and bindings. Being thrust into Farehold’s cells was like being torn from Nox all over again, but with the cruelty of seeing the ones she loved just out of reach. It was rejection, confusion, and fury tangled into Moirai’s incomprehensible spiderweb.
Nothing made sense. Why would Moirai need a prince? What reason would compel her to spell for herself a perceived heir where none existed? How much power did it take for her to cast and maintain such a curse? And furthermore, what did Raascot have to do with any of it? Ash and Malik seemed to be having a conversation similar to the one brewing in her mind, but they didn’t have any yes-or-no questions they could ask of her. Her guess was as good as theirs, and no theory could be uttered through the fabric that gagged her. She wasn’t sure that she wanted their last moments to be spent arguing. She didn’t know what fruitless guesses and speculations would benefit her.
Amaris shifted from leaning her forehead against the cool bars to her cheeks, her neck. She let the questions slide away, savoring what remained of her mortal life; whether in one week or one hour, these might very well be her final sensations. What did knowledge matter if she was about to die? How would the queen do it? Was Moirai famous for any particular brands of cruelty?