Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Amaris tried to take at least a few bites of the meal, but her gut was already stuffed with apprehension. It was truly a pity, as she hadn’t seen a meal this fine in her entire life. Not only had fishes and cheeses and vegetables been beautifully plated and seasoned, but chilled fruits and hot pies and caramelized tarts and exotic wines dotted the table in a veritable cornucopia of options. She should have been gorging herself. Instead, she was wasting a once-in-a-lifetime dining opportunity on fretfulness.
Amaris reassured herself that the fear was perfectly natural. Everything was fine, she said. Even if the queen was a nightmare and the meeting went awry, she had nothing to fear. Her power had emboldened her for such a time as this. This was her divine purpose. Amaris would simply command Moirai and her men to stop their bloodshed and hunting of northmen. She would command the queen to release her. She told herself her plan over and over again, using it as a meditation. Everything was fine.
Her words were lies, and she knew it. She couldn’t explain her certainty, but every repetition of her false mantra clanged hollowly through her mind.
Amaris gnawed unenthusiastically on her bread but couldn’t stay still to enjoy her meal. She returned to the grand glass doors of her balcony, wandering outside to view the setting sun while she picked at her loaf. It truly was a marvelous view. The sky colored magnificently on the western coast in a way she’d never seen before. The smell of salt and the ocean spray reached her even from where she stood on the balcony. The birds who dove and cawed near the cliffs were large and wild and unfamiliar in their songs, providing a welcome distraction. The sea was the sort of thing children scribbled with blues in their etchings without ever fully comprehending its vastness. She had been like any other peasant, uncomprehending of true infinity before she’d seen how the horizon met the blue line of the ocean. Her fingers continued to absently move her bread to her mouth, nibbling at the simplest of foods provided to her. Watching the sun change the water from gold to pink as it descended while warm sea air drifted up to her perch was a magical experience.
Her jaw unclenched. Her muscles relaxed. Maybe it was the sound of the waves breaking, the homeyness of the bread, or the fresh air, but tension dripped out of her as she appreciated the sun descending over the western sea. She still itched to leave her room to find her brothers and could picture them pacing their rooms, feeling the same about her. Perhaps if they had to be apart for a few short hours, a sunset over the ocean was an acceptable conciliation.
This is where she’d sit until Moirai’s attendant came to get her.